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Discrimination In The Spanish Language

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My family and I left Mexico before I could even form the words “permanently residing.” After that, my life became a story of disconnection. My childhood was built upon the forceful disconnection of my cultural roots from my life that began with the ripping of the Spanish language from my tongue. When I entered school my parents refused to place me in the Spanish-speaking classroom. They feared the discrimination I would face as an immigrant segregated from Americans, a complexity that they combated everyday in their lives. No matter what my parents tried, they could not shake the feeling that they did not belong here. So much so that I was forced into an English speaking class with barely any knowledge of the language. Although I was scared at first, I was an obedient student and thus able to blend in like any American child, just like my parents wanted. After a couple years, I even began to give my father basic lessons in the English language during dinnertime, explaining to him the difference between hot dog and perro caliente. Somewhere between my effortful pronunciation and accidental commentary in English, I lost him. He exclaimed that he didn't need to know English, that I knew it well enough for the entire family. As the reality hit me, my …show more content…

In May of 2014, I was hospitalized and then diagnosed with major depressive disorder, generalized anxiety disorder and panic disorder. My wonderful and pious mother closed her arms towards the therapy and the medication and told me to open a bible for I would find all the help that I needed there. My strong and golden-hearted father couldn't understand why I was so irrefutably and unexplainably sad. I told him that I had been this way for a while I just never told them because I could never find the right words. How could I describe what was wrong if the words in my native language were stolen out of my

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