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Essay On Trying New Things Freak Me Out

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Trying new things freak me out. I come up with a list of reasons as to how it probably won’t work out, and normally my excuse always goes back to, “who will watch my children?” Initially, to say I was dreading this assignment would be an understatement. When I “processed” the whole assignment, which is how I overcome most moments that demand an internal freak out, I was quite excited to be an “adult.” Although I have been living in Virginia since 2013 I had yet to sign up for a library card. My husband is a frequent goer, I really didn’t feel the need to have one. But, once I embraced the idea of going into a law library I knew I wanted to go all out, and sign up for my own. I was nervous to even do that, if this assignment taught …show more content…

I decided to chance it and drove to the location; the doors were locked. I thought I was going to have to write you and ask for the alternate assignment, which really upset me because I didn’t want to do that. My parents came into town the 5th of October. When my parents are around, that’s the only time I get (more like choose) to go on a date. I was not going to let this assignment defeat me, I remembered someone had mentioned in class that there was a law library in Newport News. I called and was excited that a human being answered the phone. My yearly date was spent at a law library, romantic, I know. The lady at the front didn’t crack a smile. She alone made me nervous. I ramble when I’m nervous and she just stared at me. I finally got out that all the books looked the same and asked for some sort of direction on where to start. She asked to see my list and asked if I wanted her to help. While I appreciated her gesture, my big girl britches needed to be put on and I wanted to figure it out myself. Even though the room was fairly large, I couldn’t imagine being in a bigger room where all the books looked the same, yet different colors. I walked in every row, in circles, back and forth, trying to find the books listed to take pictures of. I wondered how many of those books have just been sitting on the shelves, never having been opened. I (along with my husband), was the only one in there, I wondered

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