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Evan Perry Influence On Hamlet

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Evan Perry suffered from bipolar disorder since his birth. As a child he was erratic, angry and violent, and then, as if a switch had been flipped, he’d be overwhelming sad. He was medicated at age seven and at 10 he was finally diagnosed with BD. After spending years on the drug Lithium he decided, at age 15, to lower the dose and later go off it all together. His condition was too bad, though, and he became overwhelming depressed and sullen. His parents decided to make an appointment with his psychiatrist to prescribe the Lithium again, declaring that “the experiment didn’t work.” The appointment was on October 4, 2005. On October 2, at a family dinner, Evan and his mother got into a fight which she described as “very intense.” “I was doing …show more content…

It is hard for outsiders to understand how things that most of us feel when we’re 15— that we’re never going to fit in, that we are untalented—can lead someone to end their life. It’s the ultimate example of madness. What’s more is how this letter, and the reasons in it, are not so unlike what people have been feeling for hundreds of years. In essence, this note is the modern example of William Shakespeare’s “To be or not to be” speech in Hamlet. Hamlet too wonders how he can live in a world so wretched and if it would be worth it to die. The only difference between Hamlet’s speech, however, and Evan’s note is that we know how Evan’s final moments, his last scene, played out. He was rational. Sane. He quietly and calculatingly wrote this note, asked the question “to be or not to be” and made a decision. With Hamlet though, there are no markers, no directions as to how that scene was originally played. It’s that hyper-rationality, though, that overly sane execution that makes Evan’s death particularly disturbing, particularly moving in an almost sickening way. Psychiatrist Ladd Spiegel described the note in this

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