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Goliath Research Paper

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The “Goliath” I am currently facing in my life is a person who is close to my heart. This person means everything to me and the relationship we have is stronger than anything in the world. However, my Goliath is currently restricting me from something I want to desperately have, it is my own feelings. I wanted to go to an event with a person, who means more to me than a friend, but Goliath told me that I had to chose between going to the event with the person and removing all personal feelings or not go at all. I didn’t know how to respond to Goliath because I wanted to control over my own feelings, so I struggled between my own thoughts and pleasing someone else. After this conversation, I didn’t know whether what I was feeling was a good thing or a bad thing. The decision of going to this event for me was a difficult one because I wanted to have the best of both worlds, but in life that seems to be impossible and it was. Goliath granted me what I wanted, but over the past couple of weeks I’ve been feeling conflicted between …show more content…

I fully understand that he is protecting me from things he doesn’t want me to experience right now, but I don’t understand why I cannot control my own feelings. I attempted to speak with Goliath, but he told me that minor feelings will soon develop into something larger that I will regret. Along with that he told me to “fix my feelings” and until now I have no I don’t have an answer on how to defeat Goliath because he means a lot to me and I don’t want to break the relationship we have. Although, in my mind I have different scenarios of on which I tell Goliath everything, but at the end of each scenario, I fear being disowned. All of the different techniques I have do not seem logical enough to overcome Goliath’s rules because he is unpredictable. Until I have a concrete answer for Goliath, I will be stuck between heaven and

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