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How Did Augustine Turn To God In The Confessions

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Throughout the Confessions, Augustine makes it clear that turning to God for help is the best way to deal with any kind of difficult situation, such as coping the death of a loved one. He faces the death of a good friend and eventually his mother’s. While these two instances occur in different stages of Augustine’s life--pre and post conversion-- they both reflect the need to turn to God’s aid to alleviate the misery. Even once Augustine diverts from focusing on material beings to immaterial beings through his conversion to Christianity, he feels relief, but only temporarily. Eventually, Augustine’s grief resurfaces, revealing that even when he turns to God, there is still a tendency to return to pre-conversion materialistic tendencies.
In his lifetime Augustine develops a strong relationship with an unnamed friend. This relationship was so strong that his death makes a tremendous impact both negatively as Augustine faces true devastation. In addition this positively impacts him as he discovers that it is God that is the solution. Describing the relationship as a “very sweet experience, welded by the fervour of our identical interests” (Conf. 4.7), Augustine exhibits their relationship as one that is pleasing, with their similar interests acting as the base of their friendship. The identical interests in this case happen to be religious views; Augustine not a converted Christian, influences his friend by showing him his religious views and “turned him away from the true faith” (Conf. 4.7) being Christianity. At this point they strengthen their relationship through their similar religious stances, and become “deeply dependent on one another” (Conf. 4.8). It is this dependence upon one another that serves as the cause of Augustine’s despair that follows his friend’s death. Their separation quickly unfolds as his friend becomes ill with a fever and dies soon after. His death marks the beginning of the long and unbearable heartbreak that Augustine experiences.
It is this heartbreak that serves as a lesson for Augustine that God is the only solution to overcome sadness. The death of his friend completely transforms Augustine’s outlook on life into a more pessimistic view. The idea of death consumes his soul, and

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