How Does Perception Of The Presences Or Absence Of Light?

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Please turn off the light for I fear my own judgement and the judgement of God. Your eyes might be cursed by the sight of my truths that I am so ashamed of. I cannot look myself in the mirror, how could I? The mess I have caused is beyond disgraceful, I cannot fathom the sight of it. For a very long time my heart was filled with darkness, fearing what was right because wrong was much more pleasurable. I felt like I was not capable of doing anything right no matter how hard I would try. Pronobesh Banerjee, Promothesh Chatterjee, and Jayati Sinha (2011) conducted a study on how perception of the presences or absence of light [metaphorically] changes when recalling moral behavior. I have recalled something that has brought a darkness not even the blind could find themselves free of. What is the purpose of sight without insight? I was easily persuaded by what my eyes were able to see and not what my heart was able to see. Many times I would ignore this ache deep in my heart to the point where I would find my eyes consumes with tears and my heart constantly being ripped out of my chest. The borderland that exist between darkness; living ignorantly, and light; admitting all truths and not allowing them to hinder me; is this dimly lit flashlight I use to free my heart from some darkness but I constantly battle with the shadow. With this flashlight I question myself about all that I do, say, and think. I felt like the elephant in a room all alone. I made myself uncomfortable because

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