One, I am awake. Two, I don’t want to open my eyes. Three, I need to see though. Four, Open your eyes. My eyes flutter open like wings to a dragonfly. “Hey.” That one word is enough because it’s Terran’s voice. He is sitting up shyness, and embarrassment cloud his face. “Hey,” I hold back against the wall so afraid of his fragility. I just want to run to him and hold him. “I’m sorry for whatever I did incredibly sorry.” “It’s okay,” I say. “We try to be okay.” he says. I nod slowly moving to sit on the edge of the bed. “Are you afraid of me again?” “No,” it’s such a tiny word. “Did I say something awful? What happened?” I don’t hesitate “You screamed for so long I thought your lungs would collapse. Then we talked and you didn’t know me.” Hands run through his hair, “How could I forget you?” He’s upset and his words cut me open. I wish he knew what he did to me. Two, four tears roll across my cheekbones. “Heather please don’t cry, it kills me. I’m begging you.” I’m shaking slightly trying to stop. He sighs saying, “Heather, I’ve never met anyone who could make me so upset and happy. I feel things for you crazy things that knot inside. I think maybe…” “Please stop,” I say scrambling up to the wall the only solid thing in the room. “Heather I think I’m…” “Stop, stop, stop, stop.” I say it so many times my tongue stumbles over it. “Heather what’s wrong?” “You don’t have feelings towards me.” My fingers grope for cracks in the wall to steady me. “You kept
and I place the gun at his chest. “What are you doing? Good grief! Let me go!” he struggles, before hollering, “Help!
I never expected things to go this way.” I say, while my mind is engulfed with memories. “Not like this, no. No. I. I just can't, okay? I'm sorry, but I can't go along with this anymore. Too much innocent blood stains both of our hands now, and all for this? Constant misery form the memories we can't get out of our mind? Why would I want this now? I can't, I'm done." I proclaim, brushing past her quickly, trying to make a quick exit to no avail, I hear her heels clink until they block my path as she grabs hold of my face.
I woke up in a cold sweat. Don’t do this to yourself again, I told myself. He’s gone. He doesn’t want you, he chose her. I still remember the day you told me you loved someone else. I can still feel my face fall and hear my heart break. I wanted to hate you, but I wanted to hate her even more. But I couldn’t make myself hate either of you, especially not the person who once brought me so much happiness.
Tom’s lower lip trembled. “It’s my fault,” he whispered, his eyes shiny with tears. “I was so young, and I didn't know how to stop...”
He smiled at you, “Yep. It’s fine, though. What do you say we go look for some dinner?”
“Can you stop” I yelled at him as I got up and brought him to
“y/n please that can't be the only thing you feel i know you love me.” peter stopped and stepped forward. I took a step back but he grabbed my wrist and pulled me to him and kissed me.
"Yes, I know sweetie thats why I'm running!" She turned toward him grabbing his hand as he stopped to look around the room. "Come on!" she yelled, throwing open the doors to reveal that they were parralel to the ground. They crawled out snapping the doors shut behind
“Oh, baby. I’m so glad your home,” Miles whispered, his voice hitching mid sentence. “I missed you so much. I just can’t believe you’re really here. We never stopped looking, never,” he murmured against her
I can see the way Aimee looks at me. I know what she wants, because I feel it too.
“How could you?” she exclaims, despairingly. Her eyes begin to well as she turns away and storms off, her heart sagging in heartbreak and anguish. She hides herself in the collar of her coat, embarrassed and humiliated.
Looking around, I see an empty bed roll. "It seems as though she didn't want to stay. I don't blame her, we only just met." I try
" Well, when we were at the E.R you started attacking the doctors so the tried to put you to sleep. But you didn't seem to be affected by the medicine," she
"There is a lot to explain right now and I will but lets get you warm and get you some food to eat as well." He said pulling me into another hug.
“I’m sorry, my love,” I said as my eyes began to water. She grabbed her chest in pain and stared at me. Her eyes teared up and a single tear ran down her cheek as she took her final breath. I did what I had done so many times before, but I never felt any remorse for my actions until then.