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I Am My Complex Self

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I am my complex self – a son and brother, a privileged man who tries to use his systematically placed power to deconstruct social expectation and hierarchical structures. I am a white, upper-middle class, openly gay Midwesterner who is representative of many intersecting identities that are the result of my fight for ownership of my identity in a part of the United States that might otherwise try to silence my voice. These complex identities are not contradictory, as much as they may seem to be. Instead, they work harmoniously together to create the self that I am to this day. My family – cohesive and supportive – gave me opportunity, and I made sacrifices in my primary and secondary education that pitted privilege and discrimination against one another. In this essay, I will spend time reflecting on my numerous opportunities, ultimately juxtaposed against explicit and harmful discrimination. First, I will explore my blindness to white privilege in the classroom and how it paved the way to an easier educational experience. Then, I will discuss my middle-class opportunities that left me unaware of many problems facing America’s public schools. Finally, I will move into an in-depth analysis of how I balanced power as a man while fighting discrimination as a closeted gay student – concluding with a confluence of all three and their ability to boost my educational standing. When I was a child, race wasn’t discussed. It was that simple – something that didn’t stick out or seem

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