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My Experience Of Being A Dancer

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In my years of being a dancer, Ms. Liu had gave me some advices that I’ve been turning over in my mind ever since.
“To be a dancer,” she said with her graceful-looking eyes: “you should always raise your head and stick out your chest.” I used to think that the request is only one of the requirements one should meet when dancing. After being a dancer, I now recognize what she taught me was more than I understood. I was in kindergarten when my first chance of being a dancer came. A teacher of a dancing troupe told me that I would become a professional dancer if I could attend the training. My father refused because he wanted me to be a doctor.
My memory of this experience blurred as the time passed. However, this experience called my parents’ …show more content…

I thought I heard it wrong, but I knew the naked truth. Instead of running away or crying, I just danced peacefully like nothing happened, except the fact that I wasn’t the center of the dance anymore. I stood in my dark, little spot, dancing like a robot unconscious of everything.
I went back to home listlessly, shuffled to my room with my mother’s complaining about the noises my slippers made. I believed that it was Ms. Liu who gave me up. I did so badly that I put her down. I couldn’t think about anything: “Shame on you. Never go back.”
The next day I was supposed to go dancing, I refused to leave my room. I told my parents I was sick, and they trusted me. On the second time, I excused I had too much homework to do and had no time to go. My parents said “ok” again. On the third time I said I planned to my friend’s home for a party. At this time, my mom asked me why.
“I just don’t want to dance!” I shouted out, locked my door without explaining anything.
I entered my ideal middle school. Neither of my parents had ever mentioned dancing ever since I made the decision of giving up. I had never danced anymore. Actually, I avoid every activity about dancing intentionally, but automatically paid attention to dance dramas. On one side, I couldn’t forgive myself for making such a capricious, impulsive decision. On the other hand, the heavy schoolwork made me too busy to dance

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