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My First Memory Of A Young Girl

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My earliest memory of anything connected to Jesus was at the age of 8, my mum bought me a series of books called Alice in Bibleland, which tell the adventures of a young girl as she enters into famous bible stories and interacts with the characters. I thought the books were spectacular, well-drawn, and a rich source of comfort.
Around this time, I would stay with my grandparents on the weekends. Sometimes my grandmother (whom I simply call Nanny) would take me and my sister to church. At one point in the service they would always say the Lord’s Prayer, seeing that I didn’t know it off by heart, my grandmother was determined I learn it; she wrote it out, put it in a frame and gave it to me to put on my bedroom wall. Now I had no excuse. …show more content…

She would regularly invite me to church and I would normally offer up a very vague excuse. Catching on to my lack of interest, she warned that the devil could be trying to hinder me from coming to the truth. I found her boldness offensive and cut all contact.

At the age of 17 my dad became a Christian. I specifically remember changing the ‘religious views’ section on my Facebook account to: “I respect all religions”, subtly saying to my dad, that unlike him I believed there were many ways to God, if God did indeed exist.
A few months after this, I began the process of applying to university. Since I was getting older I thought I might attempt to ‘do things properly’. It was ‘proper’ to be a Christian and it was proper to endure church, even if it was boring. Now this is clear evidence that I was darkened in understanding, without and without Christ, but God was being exceedingly patient with my folly.

At the age of 18 I received an offer to attend Bath Spa University to study Drama Studies and Creative Writing. I signed up to the Christian Union at the Fresher’s Fair and went along to the Thursday night meeting. I smiled through the songs and greeted the people. Someone asked me if I was born again, my response was, ‘What’s that?’ All in all I didn’t enjoy the evening and planned to never return.
In God’s providence, I was invited to the CU Men’s bible study

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