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My Personal Experience : My Experience In My Life

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This whole summer was the worst summer I have ever encountered. I learned many different lessons and the whole experience taught me a lot. It all started in the beginning of May 2016, when I first ever talked to Raf, the new foreign exchange student, over Facebook. We talked and Facetimed several times throughout the summer. Most of the time I could not understand what he said because his English sounded truly horrendous. His bad English and his accent would be difficult to adjust to. Raf liked me, I was sure of that. I just tried to ignore him and not get into that situation because I already knew that he would leave me and that it would damage me emotionally. Never being in a relationship before, I felt terrified for what that entails. When he asked me for the first time if I would be his girlfriend, my answer was no. Even though I told him no, he kept asking me several times after that and every time, I still said no. It hurt me a lot to say no and I know it hurt him just as much. He knew that I liked him and I knew that he liked me, but in the end, my thought was that the relationship would not work out. A couple of months later, in December, I went on vacation. I realized then that I had more feelings for him than I even knew. Being away from him for just a couple of weeks, felt like months. I knew then that I really did love him. On December 24, 2016, he asked me to be his girlfriend again, and I actually said yes. At the time, I wasn't really thinking about his

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