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My Second-Ever Seizures

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My mom had her second-ever seizure when I was in third or fourth grade. No one remembers the first time because no one was there but her. The day after it happened, we all decided she must have fainted or something and the doctor couldn’t find anything wrong with her. Back to the second time. I don’t remember exactly when it happened, but it must have been a Saturday afternoon because everyone was home and it must have been almost spring because the snow was melting but it was still cold. I do remember what everyone was doing when it happened. My dad was busy making supper, my sister was busy watching TV upstairs, my brother was busy playing in his room, my mom was downstairs, busy working on the computer, and I — I was in my room playing with …show more content…

Eventually my dad came to bring the three of us to the hospital. I brought a book to keep me entertained in the car, and the waiting room, if need be. In the book was a papyrus bookmark that my piano teacher had gotten me from her trip to Egypt. I never saw that bookmark again. I have a theory that it fell out of the book on the trip from the car to the hospital. I can almost picture it there in a puddle of melted snow. We were in the waiting room for awhile before my dad let us enter the room to see mom. I was glad I brought my book, or I would have been had I not been so worried about her. In the room, my mom was laying in the bed with an IV in her arm but she seemed fine. Now she takes about four different types of pills to help prevent any more seizures, but every so often she’ll still have one. What upsets me the most about that day is that I didn't cry. I didn't want my brother and sister to start crying and panicking, so I didn’t either. I feel a little guilty for not crying, like I didn't love my mom enough to do it. Of course that’s not true, but I sometimes think the guilt is still there. Unlike my papyrus

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