When she said that, something inside of me made me just snap. I charged at her fast and hard taking her down to the ground. In that moment of panic, I slammed her head into the floor over and over again until I had felt her head split open and felt her last breath leave her body. What have I done? I stood up, it was me, I killed Olivia and Kaylee and now Paisley. I don’t understand how I could’ve killed them though, it just wasn’t like me at all. I was thinking about going to jail and I just couldn’t, there is no way I would be able to survive that place. Now the cops have arrived and I had no clue where to go. I just knew that I could never let them catch me. I bolted out of the back door and ran as fast as I could. I never turned my back until I knew that I was long gone from that place. Once I had finally stopped to catch my breath, something made absolute and complete sense now. …show more content…
I always denied my behavior because I never knew that I was even doing anything wrong. She had me tested to see if there was anything wrong with me and sure enough there was. I was diagnosed with multiple personality disorder. Nothing like this has ever happened since I was a child. I just tried forgetting what I had been diagnosed with and moved on. That’s exactly what I did, my behavior was so much better and I got treatment for it until I had decided that I didn’t need it anymore. This is why I never knew that I was doing these harmful actions toward my best friends that I absolutely loved and adored. I was back to the old me and I didn’t like it. Instead of getting help from my family, I decided to just keep running and to never be found. I’m going to have a new identity now and I’m never going back to the old Ava or my town ever
"Don’t you just love happy endings" a voice says directly behind me. I turn and I kick at the killer and he gets thrown off balance. I dive into him and my gun clatters away and me and the killer fight for control of the knife. I push the killer off and scramble for my gun. I almost get there but the killer pins me and tries to push the knife down. I barely reach my gun and pull it towards him and pull the trigger. I run out to my car and radio in for an ambulance and tell the station that I got the killer. A week later I watch them bury amber and vow to bring justice to this
Multiple Personality Disorder is a condition that many people probably have not heard of. Among those who have heard of it, there are even less who actually know what it is. However, according to Piper (1997) there were about 6,000 cases diagnosed in North America alone in 1986. Some experts estimate that multiple personality disorder, or MPD, affects 5 to 10 percent of the population, or about 100 million people worldwide. For such a widespread disorder, the public's lack of knowledge about it is pretty shocking. One explanation for this lack of knowledge could be the fact that many people, fueled by the beliefs of many noted psychologists, do not believe the
I was 21 now and I’d been hiding out at julia’s house for years now. I had a job and a child. For a long time i had been doing things on my own. I couldn’t live with my grandparents and face the fact they were the reason why my mother killed herself. At home someone kept knocking on the doors at night but we never knew who it
No one considered that Schizophrenia was the ailment that tormented my brother. We assumed it was just stress and anxiety that stole his nights, his sanity, and his joy. We all believed that it was just a phase my happy, go-lucky, comic brother would get over. After all, doesn't everybody go through these rough patches of their life, and like a phoenix tried through a fire, rise triumphantly? That was my hope for my brother. But as the days progressed, fatigue mixed with delusions consumed my brother’s thoughts and disrupted his ability to function. As a sister, I felt helpless watching my big brother, my hero, and my confidant going through the greatest battle of his life - mental illness. Episodes and psychiatric breakdowns were constant,
It’s a struggle to get out of bed sometimes, I often just sit there struggling to comprehend the sequence of events which have taken place over the past year. I mean, I’m used to this now, its normal to me, but the fact that this has happened and that I am now ‘disabled’ as people would put it is hard to get my head around. And every time I look down I’m reminded of the pain and the struggle I faced, it’s a physical scar which links me to my grueling past, a physical and emotional journey.
They look at me and see this horrible monster. Unfortunately, they’re right. I am a monster. I..I don’t want to be a monster. I do all that I can to try to make up for what happened, but it’s so damn hard.. I like believe that it’s not my fault. From the moment I turned three years old, I became my mom and dad’s little experiment. They were both scientists, but they never left their work when they clocked out. They’d… They’d inject me and my little sister with chemicals they stole almost everyday. I never really knew what they were doing to me, but.. I knew that it made me feel awful. My sister died when I was 14, and that’s when my parents were arrested. I ended up living with a newly married couple. The drugs and chemicals inside of me influenced me to lose control, so I..uh, I raped and murdered the man’s wife. I got away with more after that.. It was a town mystery until someone put the piece together. I later found out that the chemicals didn’t last as long as I’d thought, and what I’d done was what my body had been used to doing..I wish they would’ve just killed me instead of sending me here, but I guess they did what would torture me the
I can relate to what you expressed about your son being assessed for ADD symptoms. My son experienced the same situation when he was in first grade. Unfortunately, he lost his father from a sudden death and he was present when we found him. After his dad’s death, he started acting out and his teacher suggested to have him tested for ADHD disorder. Not knowing any better I had him tested, and the Dr. said he does not have ADHD. I took him to counseling at seven years old and he wouldn’t cooperate with the counselor so, we discontinued his therapy. His behavior continues and now the school was suggesting he has a learning disability; he was tested and he was given a IEP for school. Now he is entering middle school and the subject is brought up
Often times, people live through painful events in their life that can alter their perception of themselves, their family, and the world. Narrative therapy offers the client the opportunity to re-write their story and gain a different perspective of specific events. It is important to understand that within the history of narrative therapy, therapists view client’s stories through a political lens. Often times, focusing on the oppression and cultural dominance that exists within the constructs of our society. Thus, empowering clients to change their story allows them to break free from the constraints that have shaped their outlook and allow for alternative ways of thinking.
Multiple Personality Disorder (MPD) is a severe condition in which a person has two or more distinct identities or personality states. This disorder can take control of an individual. MPD is a disorder characterized by identity fragmentation rather than a development of separate personalities. The disturbance is not due to the direct psychological effects of a substance or of a general medical condition (Dissociative Identity Disorder). This once rarely reported disorder has become more common. MPD reflects a failure to combine various aspects of identity, memory and consciousness in a single two-dimensional self. Usually, the primary identity carries the individual's given name
Dissociative Identity Disorder, commonly referred to as Multiple Personality Disorder, exists as a bizarre mental disorder in which a person acquires two
At one point in our lives or another, we have all been to school, we have all been into the lunchroom, and we have all seen those few children that sit by themselves and don’t say anything, don’t look around, and don’t seem even the least bit interested. The greater parts of society looks at these odd children and then brushes them off and say to themselves “Oh they are just weird, I wouldn’t want to be their friend either.” But have you ever stopped and thought maybe its something deeper? Maybe these kids have a mental disorder that causes them to be that way. Maybe, just maybe, its not even their own choice but its forced upon them by abusive and neglectful parents that obliterate their children’s trust so far that they cant even
treatment techniques (such as believed to be the case with Sybil Dorsett and being so,
We all love ourselves. That seems to be such a true statement that we do not bother to look it as a possible disorder. A person who loves himself is one thing but one who loves his reflection is another. A healthy person will love himself and his accomplishments. That person is all around happy and satisfied with himself. On the other hand one who is in love with his reflection is cause for narcissism. One who depends on the existence of a reflection to produce the emotion of self-love. It also makes it impossible for the person to tell himself what is reality or what is fantasy. The narcissist does possess the desire to love and to be loved. If he cannot love himself, he has love his reflection. Narcissist are five (or more) of the
The Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (5th ed.; DSM-5, American Psychiatric Association, 2013) defines personality disorders as a pattern of internal experience and behavior that greatly differs from what is normally expected in the person’s culture. They are also considered omnipresent and inflexible that is stable and causes both distress and impairment. Antisocial personality disorder is a severe disorder of personality. It is a disorder that helps compromise the dramatic, emotional, or erratic disorders, also known as the Cluster B disorders. The Cluster B disorders are also composed of borderline personality disorder, narcissistic personality disorder, and histrionic personality disorder. The
One in every seventeen people in America suffers from a mental disorder. These disorders inhibit the afflicted person from functioning properly and coping normally with daily life. Many afflicted with a psychological disorder do not exhibit obvious symptoms, as medical advancements have made it possible for these disorders to be suppressed or even nonexistent. Today, however, harsh stigmas exist that unfairly categorize those with a mental illness as violent, unfriendly, and abnormal. The media and federal government are culprits in fabricating the unrealistic depictions of mental disability that define the portrayal of those who are mentally or psychologically disadvantaged.