“Nathan, All I Can Think About Is One Moment You And I

1785 WordsJan 30, 20178 Pages
“Nathan, all I can think about is one moment you and I shared years ago, over and over that same insignificant moment repeated in my head. I-I can 't tell you why.. It was your birthday. Your first year playing for Maryland, Jamie must 've been two. You said you didn 't wanna do anything, but I insisted on at least having your favorite ice cream, you remember this? When I brought back mint chocolate chip, and you asked why I thought that was your favorite, I was so confused. Anytime we had gotten ice cream together that what you always chose. But you told me rocky road was your favorite. And you looked at me, so tenderly, Nathan, and you said you always chose mint chocolate chip because you knew it was my favorite flavor. And that 's when…show more content…
I know, I 'm scared it 's been so long since we 've been that couple that Brooke once again “Gave her hope that true love exists,” and I want to be that couple again, but we can 't do it the way that we 've been doing it. I came to visit Jamie today and all I can think about still is that one birthday of yours and it makes me realize how selfish I was, while you were always humble, selfless. I was a completely different person, you opened my eyes to so much and I tore you down, I wasn 't humble, I wasn 't kind, I wasn 't the woman that you married in high school. I 've told you all of this, even recently, but something inside of me tells me that maybe its not getting across directly to the both of us. When I said I was going to fight for you, fight for your heart, your trust, I meant it. Nathan, I can 't go another day not knowing if I 'll ever be able to fully win you back. You said you came back to Tree Hill for me, and I love you for it, god I love you more than you 'll ever realize. I don 't want to scare you away with all this talk and all my doubts, but we need to go back to ground zero and we need to start over. We can 't keep falling into bed together if we do I feel like we 'll never go anywhere in this new found relationship, I could never live with
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