I Love Monologue

I’m sorry. I just miss you and want you to know that I love you very much.

Without Mitch, Kylan would have struggled with his paper work because he is more of a hands on guy. Thank you Mitch for being there for Kylan for the times I wasn't able to be and helping him out with his book work. I hope that my words of encouragement and nuggets of wisdom helped pushed you along the way too. I'm so happy I was able to visit you every month for a weekend to take your mind off your stressful weeks and just have a blast together. I also loved picking out stuff for your care packages and then seeing your reaction opening it over videochat. I will most definitely miss the late nights videochatting you and driving 6 hours to see you but it's definitely going to feel better to have home and go on dates and just hang out again. Im ecstatic that the long distance part of our relationship is over but I think it was a blessing in disguise. The distance helped us figure certain things in our relationship and we were still able to grow

It is just fair to thank you for your presence in my life. I understand that our soul’s plan has long term and not so long experiences. The shorter experiences are necessary to leap up quicker, and when just a minimum of experience is necessary to ignite a new phase in our soul’s evolution. I understood you wanted to leave, and there is no sadness, sorrow or regret with your departure, but infinite admiration.

Thank you for holding on as long as you did. I know you tried your best. You are free now. I will love you always, Dad.

When I look back at my childhood I cannot picture it without you. You have helped shaped who I am today and for that I thank you. When I think of you i think about all the love that you have to give. I am so lucky to have you in my life and I will always cherish the memories that I have with you.

I really miss you Caroline. I wish I was there for your sister’s wedding. Also, I miss our lovely daughter Virginia. How is everything going on at home now that you don’t have your manly man around anymore? I wrote a poem for you. Ready or not here it comes. It's amazing how I feel when I'm around you, How my heart pounds when you come into a room.” I look at you and think: My God! How lovely!

You were my everything, you were there for me. And now you left me empty, nothing in my caged heart. The emptiness inside me is the only way to safety. You broke me and left me empty, but know I’m stronger than you will ever be.

I don't know what would’ve happened to me if you’re were not around to look after me, I would have been lost. Sorry I took some of your time from your family. Again, thanks for everything. When you were growing up, we never hold you back. We always encourage you to excel, and most of all be a good person. Now you are older, and what an amazing person you’ve become! Am sure you’ll do the same for your kids. May God guide you to make the right decision in your life and for your family. Have faith in God. Farewell my

I’m sitting here remembering the first time you called me over 3 years ago and how excited I was talking to you again. The talks we continue to have during your separation were wonderful. And since your divorce our time together has been unforgettable. You have treated me like a queen and I know it was hard for me to accept sometimes. I have tried to show you how important you are to me, I have respected you, I have been

I learned that losing the bad also meant losing the beautiful things that we had in our relationship. These past few months have been difficult. I miss the good mornings,

I want you to know why I did this, for you to remember that every single moment that we had, I cherish it and I may not say this to you everyday but I am so blessed that I met a kindhearted, understanding, loving man like you, I hope you’ll not change. I know I maybe stubborn at times, but please extend your patience like from Valenzuela to Magallanes.]

You would always pretended not to notice the smiles and giggles from girls, when you walked by, and I loved you even more for that. Know they've found new beautiful faces to smile and giggle at because you are gone. I, however, can not smile or laugh because you were the reason for my smile and the cause of my laughs, but your brilliant smile is now dust. I refuse to talk to you now, because our secrets we share will not be kept secret by the strangers around you. You are stone.

Through the years, I know there were times I took you for granted; even so, you didn't return the same to me. You never cared for me differently under any circumstances. To the contrary, you were always there waiting when I returned, willing to play second fiddle. You never shamed me for taking a break from you; oh how I paid when I went too long! Your discipline taught me to stay the course in whatever I commit myself to.

I woke up in a cold sweat. Don’t do this to yourself again, I told myself. He’s gone. He doesn’t want you, he chose her. I still remember the day you told me you loved someone else. I can still feel my face fall and hear my heart break. I wanted to hate you, but I wanted to hate her even more. But I couldn’t make myself hate either of you, especially not the person who once brought me so much happiness.

It has been nearly a year since we started talking again after years of no communication. Words do not suffice to express how much I truly love you, and how grateful I am that you entered my life. You have been one of my biggest supports, you have believed in me when I felt that no one did, you have given me your all: your love, your time, your energy, your lost hours of sleep, your tears, your laughs. To this day, whenever I am in doubt, you have always cheered me on and made me believe that I can do anything, that I don’t have any limitations, and that has changed my life; you have changed my life. I never thought you would come to hold such high value in my heart, but I am glad you did, and all the time has been worthwhile. I like to think that I do not have a heart, that I am apathetic, but there are two factors outside of family that say otherwise: my love for children, and you.