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Personal Narrative: Little A

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I cannot believe it took one person to destroy me, one person to discard all of my trust for anyone. One person to make me forget who my real friends were. One person to banish me to the deepest parts of my mind. One person to make me think that I’m not worthy of anything. One person to be so ignorant as to make me think it was all my fault. That one person, under that pretty little face is called Ashley Melgar. From here on out we’ll call her “Little A.” Little A was a curious tale of my not so great past. Boyfriend and all, I still continued to fall for her lies and manipulation. My mind was clouded and there was no way to clear my vision. In my head she was a damaged soul with a fucked up boyfriend; in reality she was a fucked up soul with …show more content…

She would piss me off everyday, but I couldn’t get enough of it. She somehow made me wholeheartedly smile and made me realize it was time for me to be happy. Her eyes, they are the entrance to her soul. Beautiful, hiding the mystery of her. Yet it’s a trap. I enter, and I become blind. Blind to what I’m feeling, blind to what you’re doing. I become entranced with the idea of you. Yes, they are magical, but I have to be careful. I’ve addressed this situation so many times. So many times I’ve thought I’ve been doing the right thing. I don’t know how may more times, I can do it the wrong way before I give up. I don’t know how to get this right, but I do know I don’t ever want to be a rent-a-boyfriend ever again. Sadly, that’s what I’ve become once again. Not to any fault of yours; it has all been my poor decision making. I just know I can’t continue to do this Mello. I still like you like crazy, but I realize that I need to stop behaving the way I currently am. I can’t keep doing things a boyfriend would do for you. But yeah, read the letter I gave you and listen to the songs, they’ll explain a lot more. Be happy Melissa, just like I learned to be happy for

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