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Personal Narrative: My Homework Assignment

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I wrote 52,708 words on my homework assignment.

Eighth grade isn’t the best time to tell oneself to write a novel. It was an English assignment we had to do over the course of November, and the bare minimum was to write 10,000 words--so merely a novel. I initially scoffed at the thought of even attempting to write beyond the minimum. I didn’t think any teacher would bother to read each of his or her’s 120 students’ 10,000 words or more novels, so I didn’t see the point of writing anything up to par.

Boy, I was wrong.

Although I only vaguely remember myself being very frustrated and overwhelmed over something on that day, I clearly imagined scenes in my mind about a girl living in a utopian society with dystopian views. Little did I know …show more content…

Once I finished my last chapter, I didn’t care if my teacher would bother to read this; I didn’t care about how bad my writing was; I didn’t care if anyone read my bad writing. All I needed to do was to get years of my bottled up emotions onto something.

Looking back at my writing three years later, I could not help but cringe at the numerous grammatical mistakes and poorly constructed chapters. It took countless nights staying up hours past my bedtime to construct the novel and be decently proud of it. In hindsight, I thought the nights staying up were worth it, albeit tiring. My attempts of using SAT vocabulary words and trying to incorporate them at the beginning of the novel looked incredibly stupid, and anyone can see my true writing style towards the fifth page and beyond.

Like most people, I dislike looking at any of my work in the past--especially those that I gave in the most effort but end up doing terribly, anyway. However, the feeling of cringe will forever be inescapable as long as I get older. No matter how old I am, I will look back at my past with not only nostalgia, but with animosity. My attempts to read my novel again several years later only left me grimacing on the second sentence. However, the cringe didn’t stop there; I still clench my glutes when I read essays that were due two days

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