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Personal Narrative: My Life In Iraq

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With no vision or plan to enter the civilian life and no idea what to do with my life, I still had severe scars of the year in Iraq. There wasn’t a priority or a drive, but however, I did have some responsibility I had a wife and three children. In a desperate move, I attempted to return to the State where I was born as I think about it this may have been some comfort zone. I would send my two new children back home to their state while I attempted to land a job. My first interview would be in Cincinnati as a Retail Manager in a large company. Confident that I had some stability, I couldn’t avoid the heavy drinking or my violent outbursts I would eventually succumb to leaving my wife and two children to find myself in this lost world, which later I regretted. My focus was to leave everything behind and start a new life this would …show more content…

In 2007 I had a routine visit at the dentist office only to discover I would need to have a tooth removed during the procedure. Until this day I believe it was the nitrogen oxide or, laughing gas some people call it I had severe flashbacks while in the chair. This was probably the worst I had ever felt in my whole life. Jerking in and out of the gas I grabbed the dentist in a violent way and stopped the procedure. Later, I came out of this stage in minutes embarrassed. I could only say I am sorry; the dentist informed me he had seen this at the Veterans Affair in Denver walking out with my head down I wouldn’t return until the tooth had broken in two and I had no choice. I came in for another appointment meeting the finance secretary for payment she showed me the computer screen on the amount owed below this was notes on the procedure from the Dentist indicating severe flashbacks, emotional outbursts kind of like a caution sign, this was the point in my life where I felt a spiral

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