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Third Year Nurseversary

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My Third Year “Nurseversary” In a few short weeks I will be coming up to my third official year as a clinically practicing bedside registered nurse. I am feeling a mixture of emotions: Pride, restlessness, uncertainty, elation, determination, humble, and many other feelings I cannot yet describe since there is no name for them. Nursing is all I ever wanted to do. I can’t quite remember how I caught the bug but I do remember making the decision to pursue this career and never looking back. I have pushed through so many obstacles while still in school and since starting as a professional working nurse, it’s a wonder how I managed to stay committed to nursing these past three years. I will admit there was a dark time about a year ago where I just felt that nursing was letting me down and I was becoming too jaded too quickly. Dangerous staffing ratios, experienced nurses isolating themselves from us newer nurses, plummeting morale and a difficult patient population all helped push me into a disconnect with my profession. It was then that I realized I needed to take a step back and analyze and evaluate what I wanted to gain from my career. I needed to figure out how to change my perception and fall in love with my job again. That’s when I decided to learn more about the varying pockets of nursing, their advanced counterparts and go forward with what appealed to me. I was desperate to make a change and take on a new challenge. Even when I started undergrad, I knew deep down that

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