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Shock Of Fall

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The Shock of the Fall or also titled Where the Moon Isn’t by Nathan Filer, a mental health nurse himself, writes a stunning novel about the struggles of daily life for a boy with schizophrenia. In a first person point of view, Matthew Homes, tells us how even ten years after his older brother’s death, he has found a way to bring his brother back. Cutting out all the fluff and heading straight to the point, this book is about how to mourn when the source of your grief will never go away. No, I’m not talking about ghosts, I’m talking about the mental illness most commonly known as schizophrenia. "I have an illness, a disease with the shape and sound of a snake. Whenever I learn something new, it learns it too … My illness knows everything …show more content…

As I read the book I felt as if I was spending time with Matthew Homes. I felt his emotional journey, and at times his sleep deprivation when reading the book in wee hours of the morning. Even though I felt as if I was Matt, I also knew I was lucky. With this book I knew that mental health is such a fragile thing, and that Matt would always have a harder time than I. From this book alone, I learned so much on what it is like surviving and living with a mental illness. This book really hit me hard when I finished it. I was a little sad when I finished it and wished to be in Matt’s world a little while longer. This book really made me more sensitive towards the world of mental illness. Before reading The Shock of the Fall, I had never really had a firm grasp on what mental illness really was or what it meant. If someone was depressed, I would be the first person to tell them not to be so sad and to ‘just get over it.’ Or even, ‘you look fine get over yourself’. If I had known then what I know about mental illnesses now, knowing how it works, how it warps your perception of reality, and how it affects you and all of those around you, it could have saved bother others and myself so much pain and sorrow. If I had taken the time to educate myself on the world of mental illnesses, so much guilt and loads of downward spirals could have been spared. Before now, I would see self harm as attention seeking, social anxiety as just being shy, and depression just feeling sorry for yourself. I am not saying I am an expert on mental illnesses after reading this book, but I can definitely say I have gotten a better insight on them and how to approach them. And I am definitely interested in the way they

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