My feet, so reluctant to move moments ago, now wish to race us towards his table, and I have to put all my effort into slowing them down as to not appear too eager. Upon his table is an array of papers and books, and of course, a bottle of whiskey parked next to an empty tumbler. He slides along the sofa, allowing room for me to sit beside him. “Are you sure?” I ask. “You seem pretty busy.”
He rests his arm on the back of the sofa towards me and glances at the paperwork and says, “I could use a break,” before returning his attention back towards me.
Before sliding onto the sofa, I rest my bag on the table and remove my jacket to lay it on the back of the sofa.
“Wow,” he says, gaining my full attention. His ocean pools glimmer as he
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“Is everything okay?” I ask in a timid voice. When he refuses to answer or acknowledge me, trepidation trickles into my mind. Did I do something wrong? My gaze drifts down to my clasped hands that now lay in my lap. One hand flutters up to my mouth, whereupon I commence chewing on a fingernail. Maybe he's thinking of Alice and trying to be faithful towards her, considering they were together only last night.
“So, how was your birthday?” he asks, startling me. “That was the deal, right? For my forgiveness, you had to tell me about your night?”
My eyes flutter up to greet him, though the anxiety he instilled remains. “Yes, I remember. Well, Alice had the night off, so we invited Patsy over and watched a movie.”
A rhythmic beat beside my ear distracts me. As I investigate the sound, I discover it's his fingertips drumming on the back of the sofa. “That's it?” he asks, drawing my attention back towards him. “That's hardly a fair trade for my forgiveness, Eva.” The mischievous grin materialises. Consequently melting the anxiety and bringing forth a giggle from my lips. “You better do better than that if you want to stay friends.”
“What more do you want me to say?” I ask. “We ate pizza and popcorn while watching a horror film.”
The hand resting on the sofa gravitates towards his mouth, to caresses his chin. “Hmm, so you like horror movies,” he muses, filing the information away, possibly alongside my birthday. “Which one did you watch?”
“A Midnight
I never expected things to go this way.” I say, while my mind is engulfed with memories. “Not like this, no. No. I. I just can't, okay? I'm sorry, but I can't go along with this anymore. Too much innocent blood stains both of our hands now, and all for this? Constant misery form the memories we can't get out of our mind? Why would I want this now? I can't, I'm done." I proclaim, brushing past her quickly, trying to make a quick exit to no avail, I hear her heels clink until they block my path as she grabs hold of my face.
“Dinner was of course wonderful. But he took me completely by surprise when he suddenly was beside the table with his hand out wanting me to dance with him. Right there in the restaurant! I can’t say as anyone has ever tried that with me before. It was romantic, but weird at the same time. Did you give him that idea?”
“I could tell you about something that happened when you were a baby. It involves you,
“I don’t remember much, I remember my mom carrying me.” He stares into my eyes, then squeezes his eyes shut. “I remember very long walks and I remember us in a river.” He then
Lines of worry appear all over his face. “I should know you,” he whispers back. “I should know who you are. I…My arm was around you when I woke up. I remember you smiling,
I watch as disapproval creeps into his face: a furrowed brow, open mouth, flared nostrils. It travels to his hands and I see them clench. My mind flashes to a time when hands were not clenching but holding. A time when I had just begun to explore what community meant to me.
“Nope so let me catch you up. Tomorrow's your birthday and we will go on the adventure then. For the last few weeks I have been pumping you full of info that you will remember subconsciously when it is needed. Oh and I took you out of school.”
A hand finds its way in his hair, and the other rubs circles into his back. Above him, an angelic voice whispers soft assurances.
“Wait… the party was yesterday?” Angela asked, trying to connect the dots in her mind at what was happening.
“It is rare that both of you are speechless,” James said as they both continued to just stare at him. “I should write this down so I remember it next time my memory decides to take a vacation or someone wipes it. Then again, I wouldn’t remember where it was written down, so I guess that isn’t a great plan.”
“Alright, I want to know who you are, how you know my name and why you look like someone I dated a long time ago”, he stares straight into her eyes and he demands his answers not letting the unnerving feelings he gets from her eyes get to him.
“Well, first I need to get something off my chest. Remember when we were younger, and how I would always come to the castle at night to play with you.”
“Ouch,” I said, feigning being affronted. “So, whatever happened with your family?” I asked. “Do they know
“Who’s going to Aiden’s party tonight?” I ask with a cheerful expression. “I just love Halloween...” I daze off.
“I can’t tell you yet, but it’s good.” His smile fell when he saw my face.