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Suicide Definition Essay

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You ask me to define who I am and I laugh at the silly question. We are all born for a purpose and God himself gives it to us, but finding our purpose to me, is the only way you can define yourself. And I haven’t yet found mine. I was always told as a child to follow a certain path, first comes school, then college, succeeded by a job. I didn’t follow that path though, I took my own. I grew up in a very strict Christian household, who was nothing without God. The summer before my senior year I lost my father to suicide. He was an alcoholic who had veered so far away from life, he forgot what really mattered. My senior year of high school I shut God out of my life and hit rock bottom. Not having my dad around was something I couldn’t handle. …show more content…

I was a Christian, but I would tell myself I was not nearly as strong in my faith as some other people on the mission trip were. I had shut God out of life for an entire year and wasn’t sure if I’d get him back. However, I found out that all you have to do is say yes to God’s plans and He will take care of the rest, no matter how inexperienced, unequipped, or unprepared you think you are. Ralph Waldo Emerson once said, “To be yourself in a world that is trying to make you something else is a great accomplishment.” That quote I have lived by. I use to give in to society and be someone I knew I wasn’t. I now know I am that happy and bubbly girl that has the most contagious smile. I know I am a girl who lends a helping hand to those who need it most. I know I am a girl who has future goals and accomplishments. I want to stay close with God and continue to pursue a career as a psychiatric nurse, and alcoholic dependency counselor. I want to be able to save lives that are worth living for, something that I didn’t have. Though my life has been no were near perfect, I was still able to find out who I

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