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The Causes Of Social Life

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“ I’m sorry for being a nuisance, I’m stupid, you won’t have to worry about me anymore. I’ll be gone soon. ” “ Hey, what are you talking about? Are you alright?” I quickly ask, following up with a message expressing lightheartedly that she was saying nonsense and how I cared for her deeply. “ Wendy, promise me you won’t be mad?” She asks, dodging my questions. I quickly agree, knots of anxiety building in the pit of my stomach. Being a highschool student with 2 AP classes, one honors class, and being part of 2 clubs, plus being in avid, you can expect little sleep and an abundance of homework. To add on to school work, you also try to volunteer and be the family therapist. A busy school schedule and a stressful social life, the …show more content…

Already fuming, I decide to zone him out and talk to my friend. My phone lights up, I open up a message and it is my friend apologizing to me. “ I cut myself. I’m bleeding out, I wasn’t thinking. It just happened, I’m sorry. I’m really sorry. I’m so dumb.” My brows furrowed as I start to ask questions. “ Where are you? Why did you do it? Talk to me. ” My body turns cold, I’m shaking. My face heats up with emotion as I continued to message her. My father calls to me. I ignored him, I was more concerned with my friend’s life than my dad’s random rambling. I spent four hours going back and forth with her and my other friend who was with her at the time. I persisted my friend to stay with me. I reminded her that all bad things will eventually get better. I explained to her how deeply people, including myself, loved her and if she was gone, it would hurt us and would leave an emotional scar that can never be erased. “ I see that I’m not important to you. I see you don’t care! You have it easy, you think you are too cool now-” Like a rubber band being stretched, I snapped in an instant. “ My friend is trying to commit suicide!” I wanted to say more, but I choked on my own words as I held in the tears. I angrily cut my father off with tears forming in my eyes. He had been in my room the entire time talking to himself, occasionally, he would speak to me, but I would give occasional short

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