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The Guilt In Pudge's The Death Of Alaska Young

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Alaska Young’s death is significant because it drives the other characters to self-discovery and to learn the process of healing. Alaska made a large impact on her group of friends and when she passed suddenly it left her loved ones shocked, heartbroken, and guilty.
Pudge, Alaska’s friend, was in love with people’s last words. When she passed, he was not in that car with her, and he is haunted by the unknown. Pudge states, “I know so many last words, but I will never know hers” (Green 142). He believes that someone’s last words define who they were as a person, and not knowing just proved to him more that Alaska will forever stay a mystery to him, living, or dead: “I would never know her well enough to know her thoughts in those last minutes, would never know if she left us on purpose” (Green 218).
Pudge delves into his own thoughts after she has …show more content…

When Alaska is nearing her death, she becomes intoxicated and confides in her friends about the obstacles she has faced in her life. She is distraught and starts thinking irrationally. Her friends do not stop her from getting behind that wheel. They knew that she was drunk, but they let her go and they had to live with the knowledge that they could have saved her, that she could still be alive and well. They held themselves accountable for her actions, “I am sorry, Alaska. You deserved a better friend” (Green 152).
Alaska’s death took a toll on her loved ones. It forced them to have to cope with their guilt and loss, and self-reflect on their own selfishness and selflessness. It pushed them to not only think about themselves but about others around them, and how to deal with the pain of never knowing, never understanding, and never forgetting, “But the not-knowing would not keep me from caring, and I would always love Alaska Young, my crooked neighbor, with all my crooked heart” (Green

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