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What I Learned About My Life

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I knew I forgot to do something yesterday. The feeling had followed me like a shadow all day long, but by the time that I closed my eyes with the moon’s light all too visible through the thick gaps of my window’s shades, I thought it to be simple paranoia leftover from finally finishing high school. Now that I’m two feet away from Miss Mariam’s back gate, however, I suddenly realize what I was supposed to do. I was supposed to drop off that pie to the new neighbor. It’s all coming back to me now, even if it’s a bit too late for me to actually be able to do anything. When I was running late to catch curfew two days ago, Miss Mariam had caught me for a hurried second with a pie in her hand and told me to bring it to the new girl that …show more content…

Everything is completely fine.” “Uh huh,” she says. She doesn’t mean it, but she doesn 't press the issue any farther. The two of us head to her backyard and out from the corner of my eye, I see her quickly glance at me with her head hilted. From this angle, she doesn’t look as old as she normally does. She would hate for me to even mention it out loud, but she’s more than thirty years my senior. The South Carolina summer heat causes a little bit of sweat to pool at various places on her aging faces, creating a hazy effect on the familiar age and laughter lines. Oddly enough to some people, the wrinkles there are what makes Miss Mariam look as good as she does. Friendlier perhaps is a better word. It’s a visual sign of the number of years that she’s been on this planet and the amount of wisdom those years have given her. I don’t say of it out loud, instead choosing to focus on shielding my eyes from the violent sun and noting where the latest round of weeds have started to make their debut around the edges of the barbed fence. Even though I help her tend to her garden every week on the dot, the greenery never fails to come back with a vengeance and this day is no different. “What do you even feed your lawn? This amount of keep up can’t be normal.” I offhandedly mumble the words as I start to make my rounds of ripping the little nuances out of the ground, but I’ve never been good at lowering my voice on any occasion, so Miss Mariam shoots me a glare.

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