What Is My First Heartbreak Essay

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My First Heartbreak A heartbreak was probably one of the worst things that happened to me as a teen. Although many people say “There are plenty of fish in the sea” I didn’t want to hear that my mind was focused on one boy it was like he was the only boy on earth and all the other boys didn’t exist. I was completely dumb for him. He was my first priority. I felt as if nothing else really mattered. I would have probably jumped off a bridge if he would have asked me to. My focus was not on important things such as high school, work, preparing myself for college, and family & friends. I would have never imagined I would be the one to go through all of this. Being in the relationship I was in I lost many good friends that I regret losing. My mind was so caught up on him that at the time I didn’t really care who talked to me. I thought the gifts he would buy me were so sweet that I wasn’t even worried about if he was cheating. I just knew I was happy and nothing could break us up. The gifts he would get me at the age of 16 and 17 were just so cute to me. He bought me things like promise rings, shoes, teddy bears, cards, anything he could think of that he knew would blow my …show more content…

People started to tell me I’m changing and would say “ that boy is no good for you” or “Damn Kashanna, do you have time for other people other than him? “ NOPE!” was always my response. We finally moved in together and woooooo! I thought I was doing something but what I didn’t know is that I had gotten myself into hell. When we moved in together everything to me was just fine until I started noticing change in him. He would come home late, always blame me for all the problems we started having, come home and go straight to sleep, and even sleep on the couch at times. I guess not living with him he had all the freedom and I didn’t get to nag as much as I did

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