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Without Sin Essay

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The silence was deafening. The darkness was blinding. Time didn't exist here, there was only oblivion. Simple oblivion, enough to drive anyone crazy. Yet, I remained sane. I craved to know the meaning of sane, but I knew the meaning wouldn't make any sense to me. Nothing made sense here. I was alone, floating peacefully, completely free of sin. My innocence struck me as abnormal, but I had no idea then, that my innocence would soon be shattered like glass hit by a chisel. Unspoken words ran through my mind, telling me I would leave this place soon.

I stretched my leg, despite the constrains, and felt my toes come into contact with something soft. It was the sheath of skin that separated me …show more content…

Time would allow me to do all this, but then, time itself would clutch at my throat and become my eternal enemy. It would all end in a moment.

I wasn't sure if I wanted to be part of that world. I would be part of a race which was based on cruelty and hatred, a race which fought against its own kind, justifying their acts with abysmal excuses. I didn't know if I wanted to be held by the hands of Mother nature. She creates the blossoming flower bud, but then decides to wipe it away with a burning flood of lava. Yet, I knew I didn't have a choice. In a few moments, I would become a fragment of the human race. The blood of the sins I would commit was already stained on my tiny fingers.

Suddenly, my surroundings began pulsating around me. The silence around me began to throb, and the runny liquid which had held me for so long was rushing out, as if a plug had been pulled from beneath me. I thrashed around, ecstatic at my new found freedom. My joy wore away in the next few hours, as the layer of skin around me pounded insistently. It was time to leave, I knew it. I moved around slightly, as if bidding goodbye. I was scared. The confusion that had clouded my mind was gone: all that remained was resounding fear.

As abrupt as before, I felt myself being pushed and pulled, headfirst. I felt helpless, as if I was a spectator of the event, not a participant. I gasped as

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