My legs won’t stop jittering in the passenger footwell of Jacob’s ute. I’m so nervous. I haven’t been back to the city since I left for Hope over three years ago. It has been easier to ignore the life I left behind when it was over a six hour drive away. But now here I am, sitting next to man too handsome and kind for his own good, heading straight back into that lion’s den. It’s not that I didn’t have a great life there. I did. However it’s a completely different life to what I want and what I live now. And I haven’t been away long enough to forget how bitchy and snobby my old friends can be. To be really honest, I’m not sure what I’m more nervous about, facing my past or my past meeting Jacob. Jacob squeezes my thigh, interrupting my thoughts, “Hey over there, you alright?” He asks. I nod, not sure if I’ll sound convincing enough if I say the words out loud. “How much longer till we’re there?” I ask him in a voice weaker than normal. I haven’t paid any attention to the drive. “Not long. I think we’re about an hour away,” He quickly glances at me, “You sure you’re okay?” He asks, in that damn genuine voice of his. I nod again. Placing my hand over his, I give it a squeeze, before gazing back out the window. Megan and Matt are getting married out at the Northern Beaches. It’s a beautiful spot with unspoilt views of the Pacific Ocean — I mean that’s why I had chosen it. Just over an hour later we pull into the hotel’s driveway. Jacob insisted we stay here at the very
Brown shrugged. "I don't know. Time's funny out here. More than two weeks. Less than two months. The bean man's been twice since he passed. I'd guess six weeks. That's probably wrong."
“When can I see him?” You ask, the excitement building in your heart. You couldn’t wait to see him again.
"I've only been gone for ten minutes, sweetie," she looks concerned at my lost sense of time.
“C’mon, you know nothing’s gonna happen. And it’s really not THAT long if you think about it,” he said.
"We are gonna ride off into the sunset just me and you" he says back.**
“More like... mm, half an hour maybe? Good to see you too, by the way.”
"From here to there, half an hour— but with all the stops, I don't know."
Katherine pats your lap. "Thanks for promising, sweetie. Hmmm...if you want an estimate. I say, about two years."
“I know you’ve been waiting. How’s your health been, it looks like you haven’t been sleeping much.”
"Three days at the minimum probably." In the background of the call she could hear the whispers grow louder, and they weren't recognizable. "Anything else?"
“How long did it take you and I to walk to Opal?” she asked, wielding a
"I got the guest bedroom ready for you two to stay in. You guys do stay in the same in the same room, right?" She asked and I nodded.
Maria?" I asked this based on the fact that we were now in the suburbs of Los Angeles. He looked at me and
“How long till we get there,’ Anna giggled. “Guys, I’m so ready to pass out.”
It's been three days, already? How long was the drive, how long was I asleep for? I furrowed my eyebrows together, blinking a few times. "They'll find me." I whispered, nibbling on a piece of bacon. I heard him laugh and I started bouncing my leg up and down.