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Alice Monologue

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“She spends what little time you let her be in the house with him. When you kick her out, she walks to the office and spends the day sitting at my desk. What do you propose we do then, Alice? She is still your daughter.” “She is not my daughter.” “Alice…” “She can’t be around my house anymore. I’m afraid of what I’ll do to her. She did this to him. Don’t you get it? She took his eyes.” “Alice, it was an accident.” “Look, I’ve been researching this school in Duluth. It’s year round, and they have a work study program where the students work during the weekends and stay during breaks as a way to pay tuition.” “Year round? We can’t get rid of Abby. She’s a sixteen year old girl and she needs us, she needs her family. I am her father and …show more content…

If you asked Dad, Abby wanted a jumpstart on adulthood. It made him feel better to know she had found purpose. But I knew he felt guilty. He had given up on his daughter in an effort to keep his family together. To him, it was the diplomatic approach, and what he thought was best for me. I needed all the attention now, and Mother trumps Sister. It was like gangrene. At a certain point you just have to cut off the foot if you want the body to survive. If you asked Mom, she said Abby hated us and that’s why she blinded me. Later, I resented him for it. But I understood his motives. He was just trying to make everyone happy, to keep his family together. After the divorce, Dad and I moved to Minneapolis. Mom visited every other weekend to take me to dinner, and I’d make the same joke at each restaurant when the waitress handed me a menu. “Well everything looks delicious!” She’d half laugh, not sure if I was joking or not, and apologize. Mom would shake her head, and we’d sit through our meals in silence, letting the shrilled squeal of cutlery on plates do the talking. …show more content…

I was getting closer to Danger. My shoes were sticking to the floor and I remembered the sensation of walking in the stickiness of spilled soda in a movie theater. Pulling my shirt collar up over my nose I took careful steps, again using my hand as a guide around the perimeter of the room. It was large and the wall had a slight curve, with no paintings and an empty bookshelf. As I got closer, the stickiness now covered the walls and in disgust, I had to slow my pace even further. I was only touching the wall every few steps in order to limit the time I had to spend feeling the film. My foot struck an object and I kicked it, sending it skidding. I could feel it give way a little to the force of my foot. After that, I shuffled my feet in an effort not to trip on anything else I might find. Danger was in the farthest corner, whimpering. I found him, traced my way towards the handle of his harness, and guided us out of the house. As the first gulps of clean air filled my lungs, a panic set over me. I could still taste the house, my feet were sticking to the sidewalk, and my hands felt like they were covered in paint. Panic changed to fear, and I called

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