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Bucky's Monologue

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“Buck, listen to me, stop panicking he’s going to love you,” You whispered to Bucky who stood chewing his nails as you spoke. “Y/N, I have a bloody metal arm! He’s going to hate me, I can already feel it,” He spoke quickly, leaning sloppily on your kitchen counter. It was the first time Bucky had ever met your son, Frank, and by God was he nervous. It was a long time coming; you had been dating Bucky for a couple of months but had kept him hidden, just in case Frank got attached and then it went wrong, you couldn’t chance it again. Frank’s father left you both when he was around 3 years old because he couldn’t handle it, meaning the only person he had was you, seeing as you left your family in your hometown when Frank’s father insisted you move to …show more content…

I’m scared of a 6 year old, how is this happening to me right now?” He nervously laughed, walking over to you and resting his arms on your shoulders. “Okay, right, what do I say to him? Shall I be like ‘hey kid’ or should I shake his hand? Damn it Y/N what do I say to him?” “Just say hi, you’re not complete strangers anyway, you spoke to him on the phone that one time didn’t you? Plus, Sam tells him about you a lot, it’s sweet really,” You smiled up at him, his eyes were closed and he was breathing heavily. You’d never seen him get in such a state before, sure, you’d seen him during one of his ‘episodes’ but this was a nervous Bucky, not a scared Bucky. “Why are you so worked up anyway? Nothing bad will happen.” “I want to make this work with us Y/N, and Frank is going to be a big part of how our relationship will work. And, I just want him to like me because you mean so much to me I don’t know what I’d do if he hated me,” Bucky sighed deeply, his eyes flickering open as he rested his chin on your head. He was such a sweetheart to you, and he was so good to Frank too, he always bought him comic books for you to give him and he even scheduled for Frank to meet all of The

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