Ch 05

I pretend I'm good how to move on when I'm still scared you told me lies that you will always protect me but you used me.

Somebody should of told you I'm on one!!!!! Fuck you die slow you know who you are. We putting bottles down you suckin fucking thinking I'm mad really im glad cause while you SWALLOW you really sad as it hits your chin there goes my grin it should be a sin how much your pain now makes me smile when you had me to where I'd cry when you hurt that was for a while now its bitch get off mine enjoy yours and if you ain't got tears then you hiding behind fear that new man you got is really queer and feel bad for his ass thinking he's the new love of your life smiling and wilding when you behind his back denying him he don't exist in your mind but he's got me cause you letting him hit it from behind bitch I tried. Enjoy your new year as I toast you

From day one I always knew you weren't like the rest and there was much more beneath your surface. You have more to offer in every single aspect of your life and everyone and anyone who knows you are endlessly inspired by just being in your presence. I often find myself wondering why it has been so hard for me to move on and I realized that unique things are special because they cannot be replicated, but since they cannot be replicated unique things don't satisfy like the last. You are my last Abby. Time is going to pass and you will find yourself so happy with someone else and create all new memories with them and I couldn't be happier for you. Who knew that love could be one of the cruelest things to happen to a person, but I have become my own worst enemy for my actions. Some of my best memories are the ones with you in it. I could sit here and write to you all day, but there is no amount of time or embarrassment I could save you and I cannot begin to express how deeply sorry I am for every single second I have made you waste. I'd love to be writing a different story for us, but I just wanted to say how grateful I am for

Trust me...I wanted to delete them: Every photo, every video, every message. From the “One day I’ll marry you” to the “Hardest things pay off baby girl”. Now as I press the ‘x’ of the screen, unplug the memories and push it to the back of my drawer… I laugh. I laugh at the cruel joke of your twisted hands, causing twisted hearts, at a time in your life where you “didn’t know what to do”. You do not realize the emptiness… the hopelessness that you have left inside me. One more “I love you”, pathetically brushing between the other lies that come out of your mouth, and my fragile heart would be no longer. Love? What is love? What is life? One more “we’re over” replaying in my head and I swear my life will be no longer. Now you laugh… and laugh… until the rhythm of your heart cannot be heard over the sound of your

MULTIPLE CHOICE. Choose the one alternative that best completes the statement or answers the question. Please place your answers for this section on the answer sheet for Quiz 2 template (see Course Content for the answer sheet).

Now I would like you take one deep breath and hold it. And just let go.....thats's good.

IM just going to do it i know your answer, however i just want to give it a try before i leave... because i need to know... what exactly i just need to know. however im sitting here with tears in my eyes, as i wonder what to do.. ive lost everything getting to this point... but you have given me hope... i already have my plan. and i know you will be here for atleast another year, however Crystal, will you do me the honor of accepting my offer and Taking me me to be yours once again, may it be the last time or the once that last for an eternity, i just want to know if you will take me. if so thank if not i understand its just i dont want to live my life without you... you make is so unbearable. the whole year after we broke up i couldnt stop thinking about you and all the lies i had to tell for you to hate me, now look at me i sti here and fractically attempt to get you not to hate me more then you already do. i know this is rather fast for me but i need to know if what im doing si correct, because i know im completly wrong in my endevours.... in al but one. that being you...

You left behind 5 kids and a wife, Did the thought ever occur, to change your life? Now that you’re gone we’re all left alone, Raising 3 boys, my mom did on her own. Just thinking of you hurts me inside, Supposed to be a man, my feelings I hide. I hide the way I feel when I hear your name, Living your life like it was just a game.

why me? Of all people why'd you choose me? All the pain, the torture that you know I've been through and you still choose me to put more pain, more scars and the burden of death on. There is no more.. no more suffering.. no more trying.. only death.. this is my last goodbye before I exit the world..

I am so lonely since you left, Im sure you wont understand But i someone to hug Because i feel small as a bug I need a real friend so ill buy a dog My dog will comprehend Why i couldnt get you out of my mind I wish timw could rewind

I wish you were still here, I was only 2 when you left without a care, you packed all yo crap, all because of crack, and I'm sitting here like did u even look back? I'll never have a father figure because of you. I'm just trying to see the bigger picture,what am I suppose to do. I still have my mom and my grandma. But that's all I'll ever have,cause u took for granted what most guys want to have.

Im done im done with the abuse the lies te torture you have inflicted on my body i want to be free. I want top be a little girl again and do little girl things curse this generation and the cruel world we live in. no dont touch! I was just 13 just 13 when you texted me that morning tellin me how beautiful i was and how much you would love a gal like me. I though you wa sdiffrenet i thought you loved me i though you said age was nothing but a number. I heard you last night tell all your friend sabout how stuipid i was how young i was and how easy you can use me. I still cry you know late at night in the showwer thinking about the time you told me if i was really i a rider ill “spend some time” with our land lord for the rent. He hurt me and

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Memories are hard. There was a time when you made her smile and your world lit up and you knew you loved her. A time when you’d leave for a trip and couldn’t contact her, but every time you came back you’d find all the messages she left to tell you about what you were missing in her day and to remind you that she loved you. A time when you’d both stay in and watch Netflix and there was that first time she fell asleep on you and you couldn’t help but watch her, cozy and innocent and happy. And then there was the time when you moved 1,007 miles away. She told you she’d wait for you, but she didn’t. You can still remember her ragged breaths as she said she didn’t want you to go and the smell of her hair and how it felt when she kissed you and everything reminds you of her and how you used to be. In his song, “Superman,” Eminem tells us the proper way to deal with difficult breakups: rather than dwelling on the past, he takes a Hakuna Matata standpoint and decides that it doesn’t matter anymore.