Living through cancer, a love story
It can be hard to cope with a serious diagnosis such as cancer. Along with physical pain comes emotional and psychological turmoil as well. Where can cancer patients find hope and support for each other and themselves?
A story of how two people found love fighting cancer
Erin Barrett is a businesswoman, writer, mother of two, and cancer survivor. Although cancer is a devastating and terrifying diagnosis, Erin tells of how her disease helped her find a great love during the hardest trials of her life.
How they met.
Erin had actually known Nicola from before because their husbands were close friends. The two never really got to know each other until they were both diagnosed with cancer.
Their first meeting was an uncanny coincidence. They saw each other at their very first appointments for their newly diagnosed tumors. Fate had decided that the two women be scheduled on the exact same day and the exact same time. As they filled out their information, answering mundane questions about their medical and family history, Erin recalls the sickening feeling sinking into her stomach as the reality of her disease hit home. That’s when she looked over at Nicola and knew that her new friend felt exactly the same way.
Erin and Nicola share a similar experience
From the burden of both diagnoses sprouted a new friendship. Erin and Nicola shared a similar experience. Both women had thought they were pregnant when they were told they had cancer.
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Bibliographic information: Richard C. Cardoso & Peter J. Gerngross & Theresa M. Hofstede & Donna M. Weber & Mark S. Chambers. Support Care Cancer (2014) 22:259–267 DOI 10.1007/s00520-013-1960-y.