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Marie Elliot's Saudade: A Narrative Fiction

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Saudade They say that criminals are made by circumstance; they are not born but forged by unforgiving flames of tainted youth, shattered in a way that makes their edges jagged and harsh and unsteady. A building made with a foundation of glass is destined to fall as its dependence on the insubstantial buckles under the weight of it. Maybe that's why Marie Elliot, built upon the hapless trust in magic, clawing desperately to some purpose fabricated by the unstable whims of her mind, was so completely destroyed by reality. The world was only this: a promise to live and to gray, a promise of experiences and death so unbelievably pointless that the universe became numb to everything, to humanity. The same numbness tethered itself to Marie's mind and pulsed through her veins. She …show more content…

“Please,” he whispered, and the words broke her: “Don’t throw it all away.” “Why are you here?” She hated the tremor to her voice, that she was too weak to let go. “I followed you.” He took a step closer. “I’ve followed you since we were eight, and I’ve watched you build yourself into who you are. Do you remember when you purposely lost the national spelling bee by spelling ‘anarchy’ instead of ‘scherenschnitte’?” She laughed under her breath. Another step. “Or how about that time when you said the first thousand digits of pi just to waste time in algebra? Setting off the smoke alarm in chemistry by using chemicals we hadn’t even learned about? “You were human then. You’re human now. And yeah, it sucks, but there will never be nothing because there will always be this, all of these moments, you and everything and nothing else.” He was close enough that she could feel his breath on her forehead. “Please. I’ll always follow you. For all the crazy moments behind, and for all the crazy moments to come. Don’t throw that away.” The world was

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