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Mr. Man Into My Home Essay

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Despite his brief time as an adult, I invited Mr. Man into my home and into my body. I welcomed Mr. Man into my home with the expectation of us spending the night together as his young abandoned, energetic sexuality accommodating all of my physical desires uninhibited for an extended, period of pure ecstasy. I did not expect to relate to him on any kind of personal level, despite the strong connection and attraction between us the night we met. The Graduate film was supposed to discourage Mr. Man, but this scheme failed to avert his infatuation towards me. Mr. Man’s receptivity to this film, counter to my plan, wore down my defences which spawned my desire for him. He watched the movie with me, which I had seen more times than I could count during my childhood and adulthood. I had to explain much of the context and I found myself impressed with his courage to ask questions while revealing his limited life experience. His need for explanations also revealed our different childhoods, aside from the vast age difference between us. This connective paradigm kept the long forgotten “morning after walk of shame” hidden from my memory. Logic dictates that the person with the most extensive knowledge base holds power. The power I had over Mr. Man was overwhelming the night I met him and the power struggle, based on physical desires preyed upon my guilt forcing me to give too much of my power away. I went to sleep that night with a flood of memories of the humiliating affairs of my

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