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My Biggest Fear Is It 's Big Or Small Everyone Has A Fear?

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Weather it’s big or small everyone has a fear in their lives. My biggest fear is getting close to people that I can lose in seconds. I truly believe that there will come a time when you are sick, and you know you not going to make it through the sickness. Within the past four years I’ve watched two people die and that was the hardest time of my life. Another one I walked in on and they weren’t breathing. Funny thing is I never thought I could be closer with those three people. They were the ones I relied on, the shoulder I cried on, the ones that got me out of trouble, and the ones that always made me laugh no matter what. It seems to me that everyone I get attached to gets sick. So yes I have a fear of becoming so close with someone because I can’t loose another person that is my shoulder I cry on. It all started when I was about seven years old. Growing up I never got along with my siblings, I think it’s just a natural thing for little kids. So instead of becoming close with a sister or brother I became really close with my cousin named Danielle. On the inside saying her name kills me a little bit every time because she was my everything growing up. They say it’s easier for little kids to get attached to something or someone then it is for adults, and I surely believe that. Danielle lived in Florida which means I didn’t get to see her everyday but I saw her enough times to become so close with her. Since I was so little I don’t remember every detail but I remember

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