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My Violin Research Paper

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From the age of five years old, I have been classically trained in the violin. As a young, homeschooled girl, the activities I did were generally varied and short lived. Kayaking, Swiming, Brazilian Jui Jitsu, Piano, and Ballet were all small parts of my tiny life that came and went and took the people I met with them. But Violin has been a constant. In every violin activity I did, I was surrounded by other kids trying to be the best. Their parents would loom over them as they performed their solos, and chatted with other parents about their dreams for their child to one day play professionally. Every kid wanted to collect the most awards for their improvements, marked by ribbons tied to the scroll of their tiny violins. Even among seven year …show more content…

A person can do something almost perfectly, but never actually achieve perfection. If you try to be perfect in something such as musical performance, you will always fail and end up forever chasing something that will always be elusive. You will never catch what you want. In this way, the price one pays for perfection is infinite. I do not strive to be perfectly. Rather than measuring my worth by the standards that my peers, superiors, and society sets, I own myself and whatever moment I am in. Although owning a moment may seem like a strange and unrelated alternative to the pursuit of perfection, it is one that I live my life by. I play the violin not because I want to be the best player, or because I want success itself, but because the violin and it’s performance is my own. Musical performance is fleeting. It is not a scientific discovery that is lauded for years to come. It is not a painting or ancient artifact that grows old in a museum. It only exists in the moment. It is the ultimate expression of who a person is, not by the general definitions that they have fit for their entire lives, but who they are in one, precise, and raw moment. It is they highest form that the now can

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