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Perks Of Being A Wallflower Essay

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The first heartbreak I ever had was not even one of my own. I let words and sentences from a love story run through my blood, and to my heart, where it then cracked, fell apart, and possibly stopped beating for a while. I laid in bed for days. Perks of Being a Wallflower, why did you do this to me? I realized everyone has their own personality when it comes to reading. My reading disposition holds a deep sense of empathy. Because of this, in every story I read, I transform into any character I (sometimes) choose to be. I then experience the story more heavily since I am apart of it. I have learned that the trait of empathy can send you down a tunnel of agonizing pain that does not even belong to you, or it can put you on someone else’s …show more content…

Mental health was beyond the ability to be anything but mentally self-eroding. Confidence was lost on a map of self love that I had erased. A friend of mine had bought me a mainstream poetry book called Milk and Honey. They thought it would render me some “help”. It sat on the shelf for months until one night my ears were fed a TED talk by the author, Rupi Kaur. The book had been scanned by my eyes twice before they involuntarily shut on my third attempt. A book is no remedy for a broken heart, or a depressed little teenage girl. But THIS book is the exception. Particularly because the author speaks to me, and I see her in me and me in her (Or maybe that is just the empathy talking). Poems of self-love and recovery hung in shiny frames in my head for weeks. Through her words, positive feelings were generated.
These emotions created an aroma of love that now encompassed my body; the sweet smell of warmth filled me up. Poetry was once something that frightened me, but it ended up saving me, and continues to save me everyday. My love for myself and poetry had been found. It is astonishing how just words pieced together can cause someone to travel to dimensions of places and emotions, all while sitting stationary in their room. Our language is how we communicate, but it is not just communicate

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