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Personal Narrative-AP Teacher Mrs. Alves

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I find myself in a perpetual whirlwind of phases so the only concrete things I have to bandage together some sort of identity are the things my therapist has noticed about my speech patterns and thought process. I love to (over) analyze, (over) think, and (under) achieve. It’s possible the reason I have phases with music, film, and taste in clothing or art has come with the realization that there’s so much stuff, and I don’t want to miss out on anything. I grew up reading fantasy and watching films like Labyrinth, which I credit to the beginning of my interest in literature and film. Last year I had a mild obsession with haikus, especially that of Kobayashi Issa, and watched cheesy 90s sci-fi. As of late I’ve been on a biography and documentary …show more content…

Alves. She mentioned how well I had done on the AP test in her usual Texan boisterous tone that could only be Mrs. Alves, and I folded into myself to admit that I never checked my AP scores because it gave me too much anxiety. Mrs. Alves is the teacher that brought me out of my shell and challenged my writing more than anyone before, so naturally I was pleased to learn that I had earned a 5! Mrs. Alves was a perfect vessel to deliver the news and I felt so happy to make her proud since she made such a positive impression and lasting impact on my high school experience. Going into AP 12 now, I grew a little weary as I saw AP 11 students drop like flies to go into honors this year, but was easily quelled at Mrs. Alves saying to me “I knew you were able to do this” and “your spirit has gotten so much lighter since the beginning of last year.” My goals for AP Lit are to write essays passionately and effectively, and to mature as a writer. My only concern for AP Lit is the difference between the approaches to writing and analyzing between last year and this year; I got very comfortable the way I was writing last year and it may be a little shell-shocking at the beginning. Change is good! Change is challenging! Challenging myself is good! Positive …show more content…

I don’t feel productive if I’m not painting or writing or creating something. I coincide with all the ugly and pretentious attributes associated with artists. I love to be hunched over a piece I’m working on for hours at a time, I’ve accidentally drunk paint water, and I will defend modern art and its validity in my last dying breath. I have a hard time distinguishing between being pretentious and being passionate, and spent a very long time qualifying everything I would say about art with “I know this sounds pretentious but…” Since then I have decided that my ego isn’t big enough to be pretentious…or is that a pretentious thought. I overuse words like pretentious to the point where they begin to lose meaning, like when you say your name over and over again and it becomes a mulling sound with no body or purpose. My biggest fear is that this essay is just that: a mulling sound with no body or

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