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Personal Narrative-The Black Keys

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The Black Keys play in the background, and damn if I don’t see Caleb plain as day. “These Days” is one of my favorite Black Keys songs, and I ride my high as they sing softly over smooth instrumentation. I can see Caleb screaming, but I can’t hear him over the music. I take another hit of my cigarette, lay my head back against the wall, and close my eyes.
My body suffers the numb, and for once, I don’t care that Caleb is here, I don’t even care he is gone. He left me in this mess, to deal with all the shit life keeps vomiting in my wake. I’m coping the only way I can, so fuck him and everybody else who has been in my face lately. I’m being told how I am supposed to live, and what I am or am not supposed to do. I’ve decided it wasn’t anyone else’s life to live. Only I can figure out how to lift my head off my fucking pillow every day. …show more content…

I replay last night over and over again in my head. He wouldn’t sleep with me. He finds me repulsive, and I can’t seem to wrap my head around it. I’ve been the Guitar Goddess longer than I have not, and not once have I ever faced rejection in my super star life. Rejection is like a good bottle of tequila. It burns like hell at first, but the after effects of it are far worse than the burn. It fucks with you, fueling all your insecurities, running a feed of them on replay in your head, then shoving them down your throat, straight to your fucking

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