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Personal Narrative: Waking Up In High School

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I had no hopes or dreams growing up. I never thought too much on the future as a child. I lived from day to day just waiting for one to end and another to begin. I grew up like this and did not change at all until middle school. By middle school, I was aware that life did not revolve around school and that there were expectations for me to meet. Both parents and teachers expected me to go above and beyond. Now my reason for waking up every day and working hard was to meet these expectations. I worked hard to keep up with the expectations, but eventually, the young child that I was could no longer handle the stress of all the work and slipped into melancholy. It was an endless cycle of work, failure, and shame. This continued until I graduated and went off to high school. Upon entering high school, I decided to try harder to meet the expectations placed on my shoulders and to keep my slate clean. I had thought that high school would be no different than the past. Work hard, pay attention in class, and meet standards for …show more content…

At the time, I was investing the majority of my time preparing for the CAHSEE and various other important presentations. I came as a shock when, in the middle of the night around three in the morning, we get a call and my father rushes our family to a hospital. When we learned that my grandfather had a heart attack, was comatose, and only being kept alive by life support, we were distraught. The doctor in charge explained the situation and told us that it was unlikely he would wake up. It was then decided that it was time to let him go. Prior to that, we were given time to say final farewells. I watched as my cousins and sibling went forward to reassure our grandfather that they would be fine and that they would make him proud. After that, we left. The next month involved funeral services and the like. It was after the funeral that I began to take notice of some issues I

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