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Phobias

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Aracniphobi, the fear of spiders, might be one of the first phobias to come across someone’s lips. One of my phobias is Cynophobia, or the fear of dogs. There are many things that scare people, but when someone starts thinking of college, fear is not the first thing that pops into their head. Usually, it’s things like staying up late, freedom, and being on your own that makes everyone jump for joy to leave their parent’s nest. I feel fear. I’m afraid to an extent. I know that it won’t be the being on my own, but it will be the whole, being on my own. Autophobia is my fear for next year, and it doesn’t include my parents or my friends, but my best friend. Time spent together in my home isn’t frequent unless it is a holiday or a dinner. …show more content…

My other best friend is Courtney. We’re related, but I can never see her because she lives so far away. Beth came and went with her horse Charlie being the most important thing in her life. Vince lived behind me till he transferred to NYU and left me to be with his boyfriend. One of my current best friends is Sarah. She works, does band, and runs cross-country, yet she is always so busy with school, she never spends much time with me. The reason I’m afraid to be alone is because of my best friend, Ross. Not only is he my boyfriend, he is my best friend. I can’t image going to school without him being there. I know that I can always call him up and hear his cheery voice and a small bit of laughter behind whatever he may say. Even if he’s busy, he will tell me I can sit there and watch, then we could hang out. I don’t know what is going to happen with the random outings to Starbucks, Border’s, or Toys R’ Us. From picking up a Pumpkin Spice Latte, to looking at dinosaur books and looking at CD’s, to buying Walk-e-talkies. Whatever crazy new idea he came up with, I enjoyed whole-heartily. I don’t know what I’m going to do without holding bubble wands outside the car window as we drive down Main Street and watching movies, such as Gladiator or Fight Club, as late as two in the morning. It’s the initial fear that I will not be able to call him up and see him in the next fifteen to thirty minutes. He’s the rock, which is steady and

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