There are some people out there who are great friends, but a select few are truly special. I have a lot of friends like this, but I’ll be writing about the most prevalent one in my life. Sarah Krelle, the girl who was my best friend, helped me through depression and bullying,and even saved my life. Yes, this essay is about my struggles with depression, bullying, and suicidal thoughts, but it’s also a story of friendship. Let me start from the beginning of the story. Sarah and I met during the cast party of last year’s play, Pirates vs. Zombies. I was sitting at the table in the back of the gym where everyone was dancing and having a good time. I was playing Tuber Simulator on my phone and was being antisocial per usual. Then a girl I did …show more content…
It was terrible. I felt like I could not go on. But I did not want anyone else to know what I was feeling. So I just put on a fake smile and tried to not show my feelings. I felt like I would not be accepted or people would not get it and I would just be made fun of more for being like that. I did not realise what I was doing was just making everything worse. I was just bottling up my emotions. Eventually I snapped during gym because I was so sad and angry and people were just adding air to the balloon of anger until it eventually bust open and I lost it. People did not understand. I was made fun of for it. I felt like nothing could help. I felt… alone.
Eventually I ended up breaking down because of all of it, during a summer play practice, In front of my friends nonetheless. I walked off and cried in the bathroom because I did not want anyone see me. Eventually Sarah came by the entrance to the boy’s bathroom. “Sean? You okay?” she asked with a worried face.
“D- don’t worry about it. I’m fine” I said, with a sniffle and a tear rolling down my cheek and dripping onto my shirt.
“Okay. I’ll leave you alone,” she said with doubt. She walked off. Eventually I came out of the stall and walked out when she grabbed my shoulder.
“Sean, please talk to me. I want to make sure you’re okay.” she said with a worried look on her face.
I made her promise she wouldn’t tell anyone else about this before I told her anything.
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"Are you okay?" He questioned,his voice was filled with compassion towards me and I smiled from where I lay.
In life, people can gain friends quickly, but what no one talks about is that they can lose them just as fast. I learned how quickly a friendship can begin and end about two years ago. In August of 2013 a girl named Moriah Ebron was deemed my best friend. She lived in Delaware while I was all the way in West Virginia. That was a small challenge, but we made it work. We were able to visit each other and have an amazing friendship, but suddenly, something went terribly wrong. Never had I realized how fast friendships can end until I became friends with Moriah Ebron. This is an epic story of friendships and trials as well as love and hate. This is all about how I gained and lost a best friend in the same amount of time, and how that shaped me as a person.
“I’m fine!” they rushed out, forcing their eyes to meet with his. It almost stung. “I really am fine.”
“I- i think i'm fine , it’s not that big of a deal “ i reply trying to sound as normal as possible .
Change is to become different, and every day, something changes, whether it is the weather, the age of something or someone, or even the government. One must learn that change occurs in everybody's life and in order to grow one must accept change. J.D. Salinger's book named The Catcher in the Rye provides an excellent example of change. The Catcher in the Rye's main character, Holden Caulfield has a difficult time in accepting that life is all about change and discovery. He shows these traits through the idea of adults being phonies, alienation and loneliness, the idea of being the catcher in the rye, and the idea of change by going back to the museum and elementary school.
I looked up and see Liam; he's so caring, all the time. I shake my head and look away. "I'm not feeling well."
"I'm sorry," I hushed my speech as I strolled by, the girl sniffling as she looked up. Her eyes widened when she spotted me, and I phased my way through the door as she reached out a maimed
The first time I actually talked to Sarah Crocker was exactly two weeks ago to this date. I wouldn’t have, if it weren’t for my friends who – of course – dared me to ask Sarah to hang out. I insisted that it would have happened eventually without their nagging and teasing, but between you and I, that’s a load of crap. I was terrified of rejection, and the only thing that kept me from running in the opposite direction was the knowledge that my friends would be waiting for me, like wolves eager to prey on my shame as if it were a wounded
‘I came over to make sure you got back okay,’ she said. ‘I was worried.’
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"Juggie you okay?" you asked concern laced in you voice, his head shot up at the sound of your voice.
No I thought in my head but the words couldn't come out of my mouth I was crying so
“Yeah, I’m fine why?” I replied. Sandra tilted her head and looked at me for a moment.
“You’re going to be okay,” she affirmed quietly, knowing it was likely that he couldn’t hear her. A loud scuffling noise and the sounds of panicked voices erupted from the level above
“You don’t have to pretend that you’re fine, I know what is going on we will figure it out together.” Sarah said softly.