What I Learned About My Memories Together During Our Relationship

This is not a single day when I haven’t thought about you. You are most genuinely kind, intelligent person I’ve ever met. You have always been there for me. You always fill me with happiness. In return, I promise I’ll always be by your side and to support you for the rest of my life. I am very happy to see this friendship grows as we become closer everyday over the last six years. I wanted to tell you sooner, but I am afraid to hurt our friendship in exchange for love – we can do both. I don’t know if you feel the same way I do. That’s okay if you don’t but I showed my courage to tell you I will always love you. Can’t wait to see you soon on Thanksgiving and to tell you all wonderful

Thank you for letting my go, for finally ending the pain you knew I had always felt when it came to loving you. I hope you were aware of how difficult it was for me to give you the type of love you so heavily demanded. I was only destroying myself, tearing my soul apart, piece by piece, just to put a smile on your face. Thank you for finally realizing that you have to work on yourself first. I am not and never was capable of doing that for you—no one else is. It was about time you'd decided to end the nights spent crying and the days spent fighting.

When I look back at my childhood I cannot picture it without you. You have helped shaped who I am today and for that I thank you. When I think of you i think about all the love that you have to give. I am so lucky to have you in my life and I will always cherish the memories that I have with you.

I woke up in a cold sweat. Don’t do this to yourself again, I told myself. He’s gone. He doesn’t want you, he chose her. I still remember the day you told me you loved someone else. I can still feel my face fall and hear my heart break. I wanted to hate you, but I wanted to hate her even more. But I couldn’t make myself hate either of you, especially not the person who once brought me so much happiness.

And then she turned to me. I felt special that she had saved me for last. I smiled at her, and she did the same to me. We had grown inseparable over the past few years especially, but now it was time to say goodbye. I knew at that point that nothing at all would change, that we would still be sisters, still be best friends, still be inseparable. Who cares if we’re 5 ½ hours away? This was us.

We spent our time in each other's company every chance we had. We often went on dates that often included hiking and attending drive-in movies. As our relationship progressed, matters grew serious. She would be leaving to attend Morehead University and I would continue to attend school in Pike County. We both decided that one night, whatever innocence our relationship contained, would be lost. After that, my love for her grew stronger. For me, it felt like our love was made for a movie screen. She was the first girl that I came to truly love and care about. All my past relationships faded away into nothing but silly flings that seemed to not matter anymore. She was all that was on my

I wanted to be there, even though it was quite a trip. The traffic was dreadful especially on this holiday weekend. The minute I got your letter, I had the courage to risk it all. What matters now is you’re back and my heart starts beating again. I’ve reached the hill finally. There was a chill in the air. The only sounds were bugs thrumming in the grasses above and birds chirping even higher up. And there you were, looking as if we didn’t part. There was no hesitation, we linked arms with each other. No urging needed, we kissed and

I really wish that you didn’t have to leave for Florida I mean I miss you Sandy. I had no option unless we were married i’m going to write this letter to you and show how much I really need you everyday. It’s been weeks and I haven’t gotten a response from Sandy, Man she really doesn’t know how anxious I am for a letter back. Work has time flying by when I get home everyday checking the mailbox usually coming home, slamming the door and hearing Pony and Darry fighting. Work ended, I came home and there on the mixed wood colored table is the letter I sent to Sandy with the same stamp I was confused and in a way exited. I open the letter and there with my very own eyes MY OWN letter never opened and sent back to me at that moment my heart

My cheeks hurt from smiling so much, my stomach felt like swirls, I could smell the salt water, and listened to the waves gently kissing the rocks below us. You held my clammy hand, but you didn’t pull away.. I felt like I was in a movie, two teens go on a first date to a park, sitting on a bench right next to a cliff, looking off into the distance of miles and miles of ocean. You stood up and started walking into the woods and called me over to follow. There was a steep hill that we had to trot down to get to the shore. Right when we were about to break through the woods onto the beach, we found a little tree house that was left all alone. We climbed high up into the tree to finally reach our destination. The tree house overlooked the whole beach. By this time the sun was setting. The sky filled with vibrant colors of orange and pink. We sat there until it was almost completely dark out, we climbed back down and hurried up the steep hill and walked to the bus stop, still holding hands. You kissed my cheek as I got off at my stop, my face turned the color of the inside of a grapefruit. All the way home all I could think about is hoping I would be able to see you again

The first time I laid my eyes on you, I immediately fell in love. As the time passed, my love for you kept increasing. I was so in love, that wanted you to forever be mine, hence I proposed to you for marriage. I used to think we had the kind of love that had the ability to overcome any obstacle. I thought it could stand the test of time, distance and affliction, but I think I was wrong. The war has put our relationship on the path of termination, and diminished the intense

It was late in the afternoon on; March 29, 2000 it was a cool spring day when I first laid eyes on you. I had walked over to Wendy’s to get something to drink, as I was anxiously waiting to meet you! I would not be getting off work that day until five, but they decided to arrive early to surprise me! We had a previous plan that I would meet you at home after I got off from work, it was about 3:30 that afternoon, I can’t tell you what Mike and Tina were wearing at that point what they were even saying, the minute the very minute I laid eyes on you tears welled up in my eyes it was tears of pure joy, I fell in love with you immediately, looking back not many people can tell you the exact minute that moment they fall so hopelessly forever in

Hello… If you are reading this than well, well I’m probably long gone by now. Know I never wanted it to come to this. If anything I owed you at the very least a proper goodbye and given you an explanation as to why I had to leave. But, I thought this would be best given that the reason I had to leave wouldn’t have left me with enough time do so anyhow. I wish I could tell you more, but I guess it’s just as they say, “It’s complicated”. You deserve more than an excuse and I want nothing more than to be able to tell you the truth… It doesn't seem like that’s gonna happen though, “huh…” I hope you’re not mad at me for leaving you like this. I never wanted to especially like this if there was any other way than I would have done things

Since last Saturday night, thinking about you has so saddened my heart, actually the next several steps up from sad. I feel terrible that I have hurt you so, but I don’t know how to rectify all, or anything that has transpired. I hate it that you love me. I hate that I love to be with you, but not in love. I called it spark the other night, but I would like to change the definition to desire. Not just for you but for anything to do with love and permanence. Scare tissue is never as strong as the skin before, and my heart is covered with it. I know I have built a wall around myself because that is my usual coping mechanism.

You were like a cold I didn’t realize I had. My nose was a little stuffy and I coughed here and there, but I brushed it off like it was no big deal, like it wasn’t affecting me at all. I told you my exact feelings every single time we spoke. You, on the other hand, were a closed door, a locked door. Knocking on that door, even banging, you would never let me in. You were much like the moon, hiding the most beautiful parts of you away from the rest of the world. But sometimes you’d shine brighter than any other matter in the night sky. Looking into your eyes was like staring crystal clear ocean. I could see my reflection in them. But when you grew tired, when your heart turned cold, it’s like the waves washed them away, leaving them gray.

I had a great time with you during this last year and half. I will always remember the very first time we met in the engineering lab, the very first time my lips touched your lips when you asked me if you can kiss me and we kissed, the very first time you hugged me, the first time when we made love. Your smile your way of looking at me will always be fresh in my memories. Spending time with you and doing things together was the best part about this relationship.