ESSAY English III Mr. Ray Simon Austad
When can I leave here?
My voice was raspy, my throat dry.
As soon as the doctor says so, I assume,
The intern replied without looking up from his notes,
Are you running late for an appointment?
Can’t you at least give an estimate?
His joke I couldn’t care less for.
He turned to face me; baggy eyes filled his face, but a grin had just faded away. He suppressed a yawn, and approached me.
Well, um, what I was told is that the only wound that isn’t superficial is that new piece of skin that’s down there, he pointed towards my knee.
The infection wasn’t that bad apparently, all things considered, but I think they would want to keep you here for a couple of weeks just in case.
I thought silently for a minute, I had a million questions. The intern took to his notes again. How long have I been here? What day was it? What month? Year? Did my parents come to see me? Did they even know what happened? Did I?
Who was this from? Whose skin is it? Was it?
The blade felt cold to my arm, but it was a soothing feeling. It had been a long time since last time, but it was still familiar. I sensed a calm, everything was quiet. The evening was all mine, the world was waiting for me. After visiting her today, I knew it was time. If she would move on, then so would I. I looked down toward the inside of my thigh. She was always in control, I realized for myself, even when she shouldn’t be, even now. She just pretended. I begged her to come back to me,
He turned to me with those startling brown eyes of his.Smiling faintly, he gently touched my arm.
“I’ll never hit you in the face where it will leave a mark...” The words rushed in, taunting. The cold emptiness in the tone, like he was there in the room, whispering in her ear. And all at once, the fear was back. The raw fear that gripped her body like a vice and left her gulping in air. In a panic, she whirled her head around the room. She was alone. Relief flooded her, but the sickening butterflies remained. She gripped the counter until her knuckles turned white; outlining the jagged scar more prominently, and she fought to steady her breathing, blink back the tears, focus on something else.
The large cut on the right side of my forehead had begun to bleed again; my own blood threatening to choke me. “Calm down its ok. You're going through a rough phase that's all. Try to get some rest,” was all the comfort dad could manage before choking up into tears. He turned away as streaks of auburn curls lightly brushed against me, the owner tending to my wound. Rest, he says; not so easy when every time your eyes droop, the dreams begin. They have been getting worse, the closer I become in finding a way to bring her
You ever know that kind of fear? The ice in your veins. She did try to leave, a couple times. One time we made it as far as Phoenix but, we ran out of money and he was calling, begging, his voice thick as honey. I tried everything, I could to convince her, to keep going. I would get a job. We would have a fresh start. But she turned that car around, and drove straight through to daylight. I could feel the planet spinning that night. Did you know that the earth turns at 1,000 miles an hour? Most of the time you can’t tell. But you can always feel it when you are travelling in the wrong direction. That was only a month ago. And right away he started up again. Last night? Okay, you want to hear about last night? He was out as usual and I heard his truck sputter into the driveway. I could tell by the way the gravel crunched under his feet that he was drunk, outa of his mind. Pretty soon I heard voices in their room. Not loud at first, but then there was a slam against the wall and there was silence for a moment. Something was different this time, I could sense it. I rushed to their room and saw him hovering over her, hitting her over and over. She wasn’t even conscious. I
“Fine,” she looked up as a man with a scar running down his cheek smiled sinisterly. She didn’t trust him, she moved to try to get out of his reach but he pulled his arm out. Her eyes widened in horror as his fist came forward, she had stopped crying, watching the fist as if it was coming at her slowly. When it hit her face she barely registered it, it didn’t hurt, only stung and sent a shock through her body. Another fist came, then another. Her vision was going blurry, she heard them say something but she couldn’t make out what it was as her body fell limp against the seat and her eyes shut, unable to handle the pain in her
Smooth, thin, and cold, the sharp object lying in her hands trembled due to her petite quivering fingers. The unforgiving sharp blade effortlessly sliced through her skin, pain and then numbness overshadowed her thoughts. With the world weighing down on her shoulders and with the sense of oppression, the girl carved into her arm without a feeling of regret. Daring, she placed the knife parallel to her veins located under her thin pasty skin. Finally, with resolution, digging the knife into her small arm, the young tortured girl could feel the deadly weapon tearing and mutilating her long tender veins. Gasping for breath, the pain surged throughout her body. However, with agony coursing through her body, the victim would not stop her leisurely stroll to the grave.
When he noticed me standing there, slightly out of place, his smile grew. He hopped down from his place on the rock and made his way towards me.
The fistful of hair wrapped snugly in a vice-like grip was beginning to bring tears to my eyes; however, he burning pain that shot through my scalp was nothing compared to the burning deep in my heart. The wails of a woman, presumably my mother, but possibly my own, were stuck in a never ending loop, consisting of pleas and indistinguishable sobs that made my head throb. The light yellow walls of the kitchen and the deep red shade of the door came into focus through bleary eyes, causing panic to constricted around my chest like a
The Integumentary System is mainly composed skin, hair, and nails. These things are usually found outside the body and are meant to protect the body from outside factors. Usually when the body receives a cut, your Integumentary System, works with other systems like the nervous system and the immune system to heal that wound. Minor things like lacerations, abrasions, and small puncture wounds don’t bleed very much. The Integumentary System, along with other systems, help it to heal fast. When you get major injuries; it can be more difficult to repair and can sometimes lead to cell damage. Deep puncture wounds, avulsions, and burns are some very major injuries that can affect your body in a number of ways. Burns can be either partial-thickness
You have had a sliver (splinter) removed. This has caused a wound that extends through some or all layers of the skin and possibly into the subcutaneous tissue. This is the tissue just beneath the skin. Because these wounds can not be cleaned well, it is necessary to watch closely for infection.
I still was upset, but I wasn’t outraged like I had been. She got out of the car and trotted her way over to where I was sitting. We sat in silence for a good ten minutes. Then i asked as calmly as I could, why did you do it. She didn't reply. I asked again. And she still didn't reply. That's when i got really mad. I grabbed her by her arms and was shaking her and yelling. I couldn't control myself. I threw her to the ground and went to grab my knife out of my truck. I couldn't stop myself, even if i tried. I went back and she was sitting there crying, bawling her eyes out. I grabbed her by her hair and shaved her face into the concrete. I started stabbing her repeatedly over and over again. I couldn't stop. I had blood all over me. I remember her crying and trying to yell for help, but you could barely hear anything from her. When i finally stopped, she was dead. I couldn't believe what i had done. I don't feel any remorse from it at all. I miss her, but she had it coming. I threw her body into the river. I couldn't clean the blood off my clothes, so i just changed into something i had in the truck and
Tears dripped down from my eyes to my cheeks like a waterfall. I couldn’t stop it. I had made a promise. I clung on tighter, maybe that meant she wouldn’t leave. “It was going to happen anyway Tara, don’t beat yourself up about this.” She said in a hushed voice. It didn’t matter what she told me, I had promised to make her not move, to somehow convince her family that leaving was the worst idea. I hadn’t done it. I had failed. I looked down at the floral sheets as I hugged her, I never wanted her to go. I wanted to take in everything for that moment and keep it, locked away somewhere safe. This was the last time I’d see this room, with her endless books in her bookshelves, her intricate coloring books overflowing. “We can still keep in touch”
Tendrils of searing, agonising pain surged across the young woman's flesh, pervading into the layers of her skin as a curved, serrated-edged blade glided smoothly across the sensitive skin of her stomach. Hooks, scorching hot, were embedded deep into the ashen flesh of her shoulders. She sunk her teeth into the plump flesh of her bottom lip, sobs piling up at the hollow of her throat and threatening to spill as the twenty-one year old woman thrashed against the many hands holding her down. Her arms were numb, splayed away from her body at a perpendicular angle. Long, delicate and pale fingers –calloused by hard work and long hours– were attached to bony wrists, bound by thick, wrought-iron chains, barbed with sharp needles, blood oozing from
You put that blade to proper use, no longer submissive to my abuse. You fight, you claw, you scream and bleed, casting aside all you believed. Your soulless heart burns just like mine, and now I know it's almost time.
His eyes scanned the room for what felt like years before they landed on me. He quickly grabs his bag and makes his way to his seat. On his way there we made eye contact. He winked at me.