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When Can I Leave Here?

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ESSAY English III Mr. Ray Simon Austad

When can I leave here?
My voice was raspy, my throat dry.
As soon as the doctor says so, I assume,
The intern replied without looking up from his notes,
Are you running late for an appointment?
Can’t you at least give an estimate?
His joke I couldn’t care less for.
He turned to face me; baggy eyes filled his face, but a grin had just faded away. He suppressed a yawn, and approached me.
Well, um, what I was told is that the only wound that isn’t superficial is that new piece of skin that’s down there, he pointed towards my knee.
The infection wasn’t that bad apparently, all things considered, but I think they would want to keep you here for a couple of weeks just in case.
I thought silently for a minute, I had a million questions. The intern took to his notes again. How long have I been here? What day was it? What month? Year? Did my parents come to see me? Did they even know what happened? Did I?
Who was this from? Whose skin is it? Was it?

The blade felt cold to my arm, but it was a soothing feeling. It had been a long time since last time, but it was still familiar. I sensed a calm, everything was quiet. The evening was all mine, the world was waiting for me. After visiting her today, I knew it was time. If she would move on, then so would I. I looked down toward the inside of my thigh. She was always in control, I realized for myself, even when she shouldn’t be, even now. She just pretended. I begged her to come back to me,

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