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Bam As A Black Writer

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I wanted my stories to remind Bam of the best American writers, which to me were white. I did not want my stories to resemble Davis, Angelo, or Morrison. Since they wrote about the things I struggled with – beauty, skin color, self-perception, Bam suggested that I read them. She was confused as to why a black writer would not read black writers. I suppose that was the issue for me altogether. It is not that I did not want to read Hughes, Angelo, or Morrison. I enjoyed their stories and their talent and intelligence was undeniable. They captured the black experience, but I was insulted by the idea that I must read them. That it was my duty as a black woman to only study other black writers. Why were those authors somehow better for me than the classic ones? I thought that I was supposed to read to understand myself and not write to be understood. White writers did that all the time, but black writers did not seem to have that luxury. I believed that only reading black writers would pigeon-hole me. That I would somehow become the Al Sharpton of …show more content…

There have been several occasions where I have sat down to watch a movie with friends and after watching the first twenty minutes, I realize that the movie was a complete waste of time. Either the acting was terrible, or the plot line seemed silly. Some people stop the film, while others suffer to the end. Regardless of the choice, that time is wasted, and you cannot get it back. That is how I felt when Daum looked through my piece. It is rare for unpublished writers to get feedback from professionals. I felt like I had wasted an opportunity that I could never get back. She was my new reader and just how I used to long for Bam to enjoy my stories, I wished the same for Daum. I hoped that one day she would be curled up on her white suede couch, drinking some expensive red wine, laughing to herself about what she just read about

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