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Cyrus Scholarship Essay

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My name in this physical form is Cyrus, I won't express the usual teen nonsense drama in this essay. I will express myself 100% whether you like it or not. At one point in my life I hit rock bottom dark as can be, but I changed. Now one of my ultimate lifetime goal is to better help humanity. One way of helping humanity is mastering myself or become a better spiritual being. Because I am apart of the human race. I am working on this by eating healthy(veganism), taking care of the earth, quitting drugs and drinking, meditation, fasting ,and mainly fixing the flaws I have within my soul. One day I would love to have a piece of land, open up my own Retreat where I can heal people of any kind of diseases, and help them to better their souls. This …show more content…

I had my first psychedelic experience on that cold February day, 25I was the name. At the point I realized, I'm not a human having a spiritual experience, I'm a Spirit having a human experience. About a month went by when my problems started to again surface. Not knowing what to do I hit the Devil's Weed again, seemed like all the problems from the year before repeated. Getting caught again to running away how I stupid do I feel, but it got better I found someone on else Youtube who was the real deal. Who inspired me to become a vegan, and to let go of Pot. There message was all about Spirituality and God which I didn't believe in back then. Let's skip ahead a year to the 11th grade all is good,no bad friends, starting to love myself,but the addiction still was there in Gluttonous eating, lustful thinking, and I was power hungry searching for knowledge outside of myself. So I bit into the fruit of the apple like Adam and Eve, took two hits of 25D. To put into perspective this was my first Near death experience. The knowledge of the Universe was soaring thru my head. My brain to body reaction time was off by 3 seconds, and I'm going delusional in my bed, and my body feels like it wants to die. I can feel everything on the planet from children dying to animals suffering. So I prayed …show more content…

Now I had my falls every now again just like anyone on the planet. I learned this time that life is to precious to escape,complain ,worry, or care about what others think of you. Learned to show love to others especially the ones closest to me. Meditation I learned, taught me to clear my mind and focus on what I need. Running every other day strengthened me mentally, for any obstacle to come in my way. Fasting for days taught me a deep spiritual appreciation for those who don't have food on their plate.Veganism taught me much respect for my mind,body and soul and respect for the animals on the planet.Gardening showed me that the seeds I plant are my children to grow, and without love and care the fruit will not taste sweet. All of this made me realize everything is a form of energy or Chi positive or negative. What we think, what we say is energy. I learned disease is just a bad form of energy. In the case of any illness is a spiritual manifestation of sickness in the body or

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