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Descriptive Essay : ' Gaudy Eyes '

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Gaudy eyes. Chapped lips. Pale speckled skin. Hair matted against my skull. I am physically and emotionally a mess but there is nothing to been done about it. Sighing, I reach my hands underneath the numbingly frigid flow of water and splash my face repeatedly. If I could I 'd just skip out on school today I most definitely would, but as life has it it 's the second semester of my senior year and I need to actually show up. I shouldn 't let a relationship or lack thereof stop me from getting good enough grades for university. No matter how awful and hurt I feel. Stretching, I futilely attempt to remove the cranks in my neck. I slept horribly last night despite taking Lou 's offer to sleep on her comfortable bed. My mind was overflowed …show more content…

But now I don 't know the difference between red and blue and I 'm so far from where I 'm supposed to be that I can 't tell if there 's even a course for me. "I 'm coming!" I yell, running Lou 's brush through my scattered hair and strolling out of the bathroom. We stopped at my house yesterday so that I could grab an extra set of clothes and my book-bag. I follow Lou out to her car and slide into the passenger seat. I 'm praying that I can survive this day and deal with the aftermath of my actions towards Alex once I get home. 8 hours. 480 minutes. 28,800 seconds. That 's how long a school day is and also how long I have to continue avoiding Justin for as long as humanly possible. Ready, set, go. *** The school is buzzing when we get there. There are people whispering everywhere, others are having loud raucous conversations as they yell across the hallway, and others are just staring. Everyone knows about Lou and Gracson 's split, I 'm not sure if they know that I kind of sort of broke up with Justin, and the baseball team 's first game is this Saturday. Any of those things could be making everyone this inane. A lot has been going on this week. My eyes keep darting everywhere and I am so anxiety driven at the prospect of seeing Justin. A part of me, as much as I hate to admit it, wants to see him. Desperate even to see him. To listen to what he has to say. To forgive him. To apologize for the way I acted and how I always manage to push every

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