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“Sit.” I ordered while rummaging through the cabinets for the supplies I needed to examine him and as I do I hear the wax paper on the examination table crumble, indicating that he had indeed sat down without confrontation. I quickly wash my hands before grabbing two gloves and slide them on and steal a glance back at Skyler, who was gazing around the room; unease written clearly across his brooding face while he tapped his fingers on the rubber surface of the table. I look away from him, shaking my head before announcing, “You know they have pills for that.” “Have pills for what?” He questions rather quickly and I immediately tell that his anxiety has definitely intensified since his last visit to the infirmary which was about a year ago. “For anxiety,” I claimed before continuing, “I can give you some.” I offered, prompting him to scoff. “I’m not anxious.” He claims, but I knew him way too well and knew when he was lying and that bothered me, but not as much as it bothered me to not understanding why he felt the urge to lie to me in the first place. I was tempted to continuing on the topic, but regarding his feelings I change it just to keep him from refusing my help and bolting out the door like he normally would when he was no longer interested or comfortable with the topic at hand. Instead I played it safe for us both; locking my disapproving thoughts away for the time being. Placing the gauze and scissors on the table beside him, I order him to remove the white

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