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Life Line/Brick Essay

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For nearly two years I had a brick in my life, but somehow I couldn 't tell that he was holding me back. Eventually, I realized what I needed to do. I felt like I was at the bottom of the ocean. So, I cut the brick loose and swam back up for fresh air. To everyone Alex was just an average person. He looked like every fifteen year old boy: scraggly, scrawny, and chicken legged. He had curly, dark brown hair and eyes like emeralds. He had a big nose, but it was cute in a strange way, and bushy eyebrows that drew attention to his stunning eyes. His thin lips hid his toothy smile, and the one tooth that was nicknamed "Fang." Like most boys his age, his face was littered with countless pimples and zits. His ears were too large for him but …show more content…

After work he 'd call again and make me detail my entire day for him. He needed to know who I talked to, what we talked about, what I ate, and where I went. I didn 't get to go out with friends, because, as far as he knew I didn 't have any. My life was a big lie. I 'd talk to someone I wasn 't supposed to talk to and when Alex confronted me about it, I 'd lie. One lie led to another and then eventually I had so many lies that I couldn 't keep them straight. I don 't know how many times we argued because I 'd say something one day and then something else the next. I was miserable. We were so determined to make the relationship work, it was pathetic. Everyone could tell how controlling Alex was, but I couldn 't. Junior year started and nothing changed- well, almost nothing. Over the last year, Danielle and I had become close friends, and she was trying to make me see how much better off I 'd be without Alex holding me down. I 'd always deny that anything had to be done, and kept insisting that I was in love with him. That seemed to be my excuse for holding on. I went through all the motions like a machine doing a tedious job. We still talked every day and night, and I still had to adhere to his provisions. My lies were in a giant ball now, I couldn 't tell where one started and the other ended. The relationship was falling apart. I recall our conversation one September night. I had assured Alex that I was being faithful and that I loved him

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