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My Expected Future Self : My Search For The Future

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My hoped future self, right now, has no clear occupation simply because I am currently in a searching for myself moment, where I have no clue what I am going to do now that I am a senior. Hence my plans to go to graduate school has been delayed by a gap year or years to figure out what I want to pursue. The one thing I have learned and know it will involve is serving under-represented communities and underserved communities. In a way, it became clear now that at minimum my trajectory will take that turn, but in a lot of ways, I see I have always chosen that path. My mom says since I was little I looked out for the underdog, maybe because I was one too. Regardless, as I grew up I continued my service for those who needed it through tutoring during class when I finished my work early, or later when I actively chose a lower paying job to work with historically under-represented communities. In a way, I think it relates to my last few years of discovery of my own identity and embracing it in ways I was afraid to because of the city I lived in. Although we lived in such a predominately Hispanic community, I see now the culture was not valued or beautiful. I am now falling in love with myself, flaws and all while finding beauty in my culture and realizing it doesn’t have to be one or another, but I can be a flour tortilla and that’s ok. I think this will shape me later and continue this journey because it will never end, I hope to find enjoyment in dancing like before and singing,

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